If you're sad out of your mind, surround yourself with things that make you happy. This is something you need to do for yourself. It took me 2 years to get out of depression. It starts with being happy that you're living and breathing. Then I had friend who gave me advice. Positivity is KEY!!! If you wanna vent, send me a PM. I know the in and outs of my own depression. I can give you advice.

You'll be okay man, believe me.