Mood: Okay.
Music: Don't Dream It's Over - Sixpence None the Richer
Talking to: Froggie, Nathan and NICK!
Quote of the Day: "Na na na na na na na na na na na na!" - Lily and Merry
Today was okay. Had Biology first, which sort of sucked. We're doing something with potato cores - osmosis and diffusion and such. I think I could enjoy the subject if the teacher wasn't such a bitch. Ugh. Chemistry is much more my thing. It's just so fascinating to learn about the things that make up all existence, don't you think?
I didn't mope so much today. Got home and went to my room again, but I didn't end up lost in thought like yesterday. More on top of how I felt. Though as I was adjusting my beanbag so it was more comfy, I unearthed the printout I have of our MSN conversation. I read through it again and was finally able to cry. Screw being the strong one. I feel better now.
IPT was a little better than usual. Although that might have been due to the fact that I was moved from my normal spot between Merry and Ben to a seat further along the row. I was then next to Kane, who told me what to do, even though I could do it just as well as he could. Bleh. My eye got very itchy, which is an old inside joke between Ben and I.
"Damn you, my eye's really itchy!"
Unanimous grin.
Guess that's still the same between us. Sometimes, I don't know why I get so confused about how I feel, and other times I just feel lost.
I think I've matured over these last few weeks. Anne of Green Gables would term it a "bend in the road". You never know what's around the corner, and sometimes it's for the better, sometimes it's for the worse. This time, I'm not sure which. Probably a balance of the two of them. Flip side to every coin, eh? Guess I'll just embrace the maturity and insight that I've gained, and I'll deal with the rest.
Anyway, I'm juggling an MSN group chat and a phone call while doing this up, so I'll be back tomorrow. If anything interesting happens, I'll edit. ^^ Later all.
Til then,
Lily
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