On the upside, I'm employed and have an income, my rent is cheap, I have food readily available, I have more games than I think I'll ever complete in my lifetime, I'm with the most amazing guy who continues to make me happy every day, my dog is still alive and I made some really nice friends today. My computer didn't give me any crap tonight either, and I was able to make an online order pretty swiftly. My iTouch as a big patch of missing pixels which seem to be fixing themselves, so hopefully I won't have to replace that any time soon - I don't want to tap into my savings any more than I need to this year.

On the downside? I've been feeling really low lately. Like, really low. Low about everything, and I don't really know how to talk to anyone about it. I'm not too sure what's caused it, as it just came out of nowhere. At first, I thought it might be because of my job as that's where my motivation has primarily been lost, but I've already decided I'm not going anywhere fast with that and need something else. Maybe the idea of not having anything again frightens me? I upset myself last night over old thoughts, from when I was looking for work, but felt empowered after realising how much my life has changed since that phone call. But it's not enough to give me my motivation back. Maybe I need a holiday, a break from work, or a kick in the head. Or a therapist.