I'm in a kind of grey zone right now. There's nothing really 'wrong' per se, I just don't like where I am. My job sucks, I'm struggling with college and I am currently suffering from a distinct lack of ambition. Escapism has been the story of my life for far too long, but I just don't even know where to start at this point. Job hunting is not producing anything and my only other fallback plan, writing, takes years to get anywhere as a career. Meh. I also really don't like where corporate is going and being a wageslave to the public is so emotionally draining. I just don't want to deal with it even though I know I should.