I have a habit of shutting people out irl when I shouldn't be, and I don't have the greatest self-confidence.

I have no idea why, but the type of girls I attract are pretty shitty sometimes lol: crazies, girls in relationships, girls in relationships with friends of mine, and stalkers. The girls that I do like see me as a "good friend" or a "brother". smh.

When I get drunk, things can get pretty problematic too. Feelings get hurt because I become boss troll while drunk.

I'm poor and have no job at the moment. That's kind of a problem lol.

I have a couple really close friends I can discuss literally anything with, but theyre all hours away. I can make acquitences no problem, but those people usually don't "get" me.