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We hung out for a little while. He got off of work early and brought the rest of my stuff.

It was... Stressful. We got along ok. I showed him the videos I have of Parker on Youtube and stuff. And then of course the talk went 'round like it always does back to The Breakup.

And I couldn't help crying. He apologized and said he was confused and didn't know what he wanted and that money was too tight and it was stressing him out.

I was just like "Really? ...

The title of this entry is what I say to my kitties when they come in from the rain. And it is also how I felt when I came in from my ride home today.

Work today was alright. There was a moment when I felt put off by the others. Now that I am tucked away in my own little office, I am not noticed as much by the others. Everyone just goes about on their merry way, as if I am not even there. It is both good and bad. Good because now I am no longer bothered and can get more work ...

As sung by my sweet little demon spawn.... lmao..

I promise I love my child. Con todo mi corazon

Why is he texting me? Why -now- does he want to see me? I don't understand.

When I left, after he promised everything would be ok, it was only 2 weeks and he said he was so much happier without me and that it was over.

I cried for months. I begged, pleaded, screamed for him to not leave and do this to me. And my parents, though they know he broke my heart (as well as their's pretty much), they don't know how much I cried over him.

4.5 years. Just like ...

So this weekend was supposed to be a knock-down drag out major ****ing drunk fest. Like we were all supposed to be Comatose and in recovery yesterday.

Cuz it was Cam's last weekend before deployment.

Friday night didn't happen 'cuz Cam had so much to do, and we were all tired.

Saturday, Cam's wife flew in from NYC, and Jay & I had to clean a lot so that my sister could come over and approve of the place ('cuz she's a bitch).

So after ...