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What the title says. After I get this one issue taken care of over the next couple of days, Jay gets paid, and we can afford to eat again, I'm gonna try a liquid diet for a week or 2.

No not my usual beer/jack & coke diet either. Shut up.

I usually eat lots of veggies anyway, so I figure I can use my blender to blend up whatever, then strain the liquid, & save the pulp for soups or something later ... Maybe freeze it in Ziploc bags? Idk, whatever. I just wanna ...

To put my head on a desk. Not my desks at school, not at work, not even at home. But today while working, I really felt like putting my head on the desk. Maybe it was because I did about ten hours of work in 6.5 hours. Maybe it was because I woke up way too early. All I know is that I still didn't.

This morning I gave my brother money to get dog food for Luca. I haven't received the change from it yet. I know that Luca's food is not $25 per bag...yet. I saw it as I was putting ...

Today I didn't do much at all. I couldn't, really. It was storming most of the day, and I don't have my electronics on when it's storming. Or at least I try to keep them off when it is. There are times when it is "necessary", like when I am too lazy to turn on my radio and find out when the storm is going to pass. Or when I am bored out of my mind and have nothing that doesn't involve electronics that I want to use to occupy my time. Normally, the power will go out when I have electronics ...

I finally blocked his number.

Finally.

I just couldn't deal with his bullshit anymore. After incessantly texting me "Pleaaase I wanna see you. Let's hook up." and then getting mad 'cuz I always say "no".. I told him repeatedly I'm sick of crying over him and dealing with his shit and him disrespecting me constantly and hurting me every chance he gets. He claimed that he doesn't want to do any of that, he just wants to be friends. And I was like "1.) ...

It's been awhile since my last update, mainly due to the lack of positivity the past few months and I felt like I was being whiny. Anyway, seemed like everything kinda bottomed out and stayed the same for awhile, so I assumed things could only go up, but as I started to feel a glimmer of hope...tragedy struck.

The closest person to a mother I ever had, my paternal-grandmother, passed away VERY unexpectedly on April 19. The day she died, I drove to her house when my sister asked me ...