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In my head, I was running late this morning. In reality, I was still an hour early arriving at the office. I felt as if I wasn't able to get things done fast enough before I left the house this morning. I am glad that I arrived early, because there were some changes to the office and I had plenty of time to adjust to them.

First change was that my office had curtains on the windows. I was so happy to see them, because it was so bright in there without them. It is still bright ...

This is actually hard for me to talk about.

I had an abortion.

I've actually had 2.

The first one happened during a very difficult time in my life, and yes, I will be woman enough to admit, I don't know who the father was - though there were only 2 possible choices. No I never cheated on my ex or anything like that, but he's the one that paid for it.

I actually didn't feel bad about that one. I found out I was pregnant early on and was ...

I didn't do a lot of gaming today. I didn't sleep well, and I was too tired all day to do much of anything. I blame my cats. The three of them took up most of the bed, and they were sleeping so cutely that I couldn't bear to wake them and have them move over. So I slept on my couch again. Then Itsy Bitsy woke me up to go outside, even though I left my window open so I wouldn't have to let them out.

Anyway, the only gaming-type thing I did today was type up a list of my video ...

Consider getting one of those rolling TV stands so I could just have a mobile gaming center for when I don't feel well and spend the majority of the day in the bathroom.

And now that I have given you all a good idea you can use in your own lives, here's some things I haven't mentioned (or at least I don't think I've mentioned) lately. I have been saving these tidbits for days like this.

My credit card company raised my limit! Grandma said that I must have a better ...

Well, ive been on my own a week now. Things for me are... better. Yeah, definitely better. I can at least see how i am emotionally for how i really am. Which is pretty damn bad atm. But that can change.

Im becoming reliant on alcohol again. I dont particularly mind, as i have the money to support it at the moment, as well as still being able to save for a bond for my new house. Which i really need to start going towards.. But motivation... :/

I was looking at some people ...