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Jay asked me if I've been applying for jobs.

I told him yeah, but I really haven't. That's horrible of me.
I've just been feeling so discouraged about looking in general and having to go through interviews (if I even manage to land one) and explaining -why- my job history is as jacked up as it is and then being disappointed and upset when I -don't- get the job.

I'm super sick of serving & working in restaurants, but ask anyone who finds themselves sucked ...

Work today was alright. In fact, it was great. I am not normally called in to work on Mondays. There is never anything for the paper that I have to do on Monday, because the sales staff begin selling adspace on Mondays. That's why I go in on Tuesdays.

But this Monday, it was my job to pull all of the old ads over from the old computers to the new ones. I had to get every folder from all of 2013 as well as the specialty print folders and transfer them to the new computer. And ...

Today started out in probably one of the worst ways it could have. After breakfast, I had a coughing fit; and I wasn't able to keep what I ate down. I got strawberry and bran flakes all over my nice white outfit I had on that day. Luckily, I was already in my sinkroom, so I didn't have to walk through the house carrying carpet cleaning supplies. I was really shocked at how far I was able to upchuck. I'm just glad that I didn't have to wash down any walls.

Since then, I have had ...

Currently, with the gaming blog and my YouTube channel, Google owes a whole three cents (USD). I can almost buy a piece of candy at the Ace Hardware in Peebles! Yay! My gaming blog is really blowing up in activity lately. Nearly 200 views since I started it. And the rising Russian audience is still blowing my mind. And most recently, Germany has been changing the color on my map as well (the darker the green, the more the blog's seen). Anyway, the simple fact that people are checking it out ...

..... That's fine. I'm not gonna put up with it.

This guy gets pissy 'cuz I bought groceries and spent all the money on food and couldn't buy him a GD pack of cigarettes .... When he lost the pack we had earlier.

And he continued being an asshole and I told him I'm not doing this in front of my child. I tried to be nice and make up, but he just kept getting in a bad mood again.

So I'm done. He walked out the door, wouldn't tell me where he was going ...