I apologize for my conduct as far as attendance, Brother. I know I'm being rather hard to read at the moment. But all for a good reason. Rest assured that you all know where my loyalties lie.

It won't be too long until all of this is just history and I'm back at my house. And then, it won't be too long until I have to go back yet again. ><

Discussion-wise:

I'd like to address a sobering question. Don't mistake this question for similar questions. This is a SoI version, so you should know what to expect. But how are all of you prepared to deal with your death and it's possible implications. This is all from a personal perspective. I don't mean how are you going to afford a funeral or what you want done with your remains. I mean what are your feelings to every single contingency?

If your personality and identity is to be completely erased from existence, are you afraid of it?

Are you too confident that it won't happen to even consider your feelings?

Are you going to heaven or hell?(presupposing the existence of both)

How are you going to deal with existing there forever?

Is there any other possibility you're prepared to accept?

Are you afraid?


When you answer the above questions, think about it. Envision your death and the following possibilities. Don't be afraid of thinking about it. It's going to happen whether you're afraid or not.

I'll post my answer later, but I'll tell you this now. My father raised me to look at the worst possible situation, then to estimate it's possibility, then to see if there's anyway to divert it. You can imagine why I go mad day and night with every religion and philosophy.

Dylan Thomas had it right. I won't go. *later I'll tell you all how*

-Sin