Hiya loves, I'm not (as) crazy anymore
I have come out on top of my little mental episode and, as such, would like to apply again. I know that looking back through past posts makes up part of your procedure, Oskar, and I've got a black mark on my record. All I can say is something happened which set off a lot of things that had been sitting in my head anyway. But I'm back to as close to normal as I ever was now.
I consider myself an altruist because I love life, and everything that lives; trees, cats, people, tea bushes. I would do anything to protect that life, all the little bits of life which give us the wonderment we call Earth. I've always tried my best to do so, and to speak out against injustice whenever and wherever I come across it. It's not part of any belief system, since I don't really have a defined system - I have my own little arrogant code of morals, which places life and the intellectual marvel of justice at the top of my list of Big Things.
I don't really know what else to say, really. I'd like to write an essay for you about Japanese Shinto, if that'd be useful. I've been studying it lately, and I really like the way it seems to go, about kani and all of that - that all life is sacred, and connected, and that trees and the sea deserve respect. That when you die nothing horrific happens to you if you've not been a massive Shinto follower; the fact that you don't need to declare your belief to be recognised by your local temple.
I've never RPB'd in my puff and my RP'ing is decidedly dodgy; but it'd be fun to try, as long as there's somewhere/thread/thing/person which could show me the ropes of RPB. I may be pretty dodgy, but it shouldn't (operative word) be too bad. That and the overwhelming temptation to type I SHOOT YOU YOU DIE if bored (I wouldn't really do that).
Well, that's that. Take care loves.
EDIT: Oh, coincidence; I love it. How cool. Perhaps there's more to it than the butterfly effect and those complicated physics things; I tend not to prod into them, since I like coincidence too much to want to know more, for the moment at least. Circumstance. Does rain automatically make a day bad, or can rain make a first kiss all the more special? What if I hadn't been drawn to live with the people I do; would I be listening to the music I am now? Why did that bin fall over just that asshole on a scooter was speeding by? And how the **** does Hazel from college know my auntie Jacqui? I do love life, I do.
I'll try anything once :D
Cheers love :).
I've been studying quite a lot of Japanese lately - by coincidence. Twice a week I have to drag my sorry arse to the Language Centre of my own accord and listen to awful tapes of French people talking quickly, and then singing. A few weeks ago I was going into the TV/Tape room with my second tape when some German asshole crashed into me in the doorway, muttered something gutteral, and left; I crashed into the filing cabinet by the door, one I've walked by 100 times. I pulled it open and found drawer upon drawer of Learn Japanese, Learn Korean, Learn Russian etc videotapes. So I've started watching them as a treat for getting through the awful French tapes in one piece. That sparked the interest in Shinto; and I'd love to write an essay on it for you. I don't think I'm meant to be going anywhere near Learn Japanese, but hey, yesterday I learned the kanji for my name.
As for RPB, I'll give the forum for it the once over soon (probably tomorrow). Sounds like fun.
They did stick up for me, huh :). They're good like that. I don't think I ever really believed what I was saying in that thread I made; I was in a kind of episode, I guess. And it's such a huge compliment that people did actually stick up for me. Sticks more than mud ever will, in my view at least.
I'm off to bed now. Sleep tight dearhearts.