My boyfriend actually wants to get married much more than I do. He says he wants to have a ceremony in front of family and friends to share our love or something. I'm actually not too hot on the idea because

A) I hate being the center of attention and I can't stand people looking at me, and let's face it, they would be
B) He is divorced which means there is a high probability I wouldn't be able to get married in a Catholic Church which is the ONE thing (other than a marriage with the person I love, of course) I actually would want at my wedding and
C) He is divorced which makes me feel incredibly insecure. I have had some bad cheating happen to me in past relationships and now I have comparison issues and I don't want to spend my whole wedding going "What did her dress look like? Was that wedding more fun?" etc etc. I know I would, and that's not a fun way to spend the day