Oookay.. I guess it's still not over. O_o"
A few hours ago I got a message from another friend and he asked me what I said to the friend I lost because she now is mad at me. My reaction was kinda wtf and I really thought: What exactly is her problem? Does she really think we were best buddies or something like that? O.o" I wouldn't say that we were real friends, as I said above. So why can't she just... let go? Live and let live. .-."
Now I think I'm gonna lose all the friends I had in common with her, too. I'm not pessimistic, don't get me wrong, but the friend who sent me the message asked what I (!!) had done to her. He didn't ask what happened, he really asked what I had done... As if I'm the only one to blame.

And seriously, guys, this feels much worse than just losing a friend who tried to control me and make me as she wanted me to. .,." Now it's losing friends who I really liked and who I had lots of fun with - mostly without alcohol.
Sorry for being so whiny, but this feeling is just too much for me to handle at the moment X.x I know exactly that all the stress will continue for a few weeks now... And I surely got enough stress at the moment, so I don't need them to make things worse ~..~"