I guess for me, it would be talking to my mom one last time.

She really -really- hurt me during our last conversation and I was left bawling my eyes out for a good 2 or 3 days. I never got a call back with an apology or a "Hey! How are you!?" - and then she was dead.

Otherwise... I regret nothing. I wouldn't be who or where I am today if I regretted or wanted to change anything in my life.

I'm not quite where I wanna be just yet, but I'm well on my way. I have a killer fiancé who's my best friend and everything to me. I'm stupid excited to marry this guy and have a baby with him (we've decided we're gonna try in the Fall!) .. And I have the most beautiful, smart, mature, amazing little girl anyone could possibly hope for.

So... Even though my life has been riddled with problems and issues and turmoil or whatever, I wouldn't change any of it. It's taken a lot for me to get to this point, but I do love the person I've become/am becoming. I know that I'm an amazing friend/daughter/fiancée. And I know that I'm far from being physically ugly. So yeah. I might sound super conceited, but I've learned over the years that if -I- don't love me, then no one else ever will. I don't really believe in self-pity and whatnot. I believe in believing in myself and understanding what I'm worth and all that other uplifting stuff. XD