If you could go back in time and redo one thing, what would it be?

[noxious.sunshine]

I guess for me, it would be talking to my mom one last time.

She really -really- hurt me during our last conversation and I was left bawling my eyes out for a good 2 or 3 days. I never got a call back with an apology or a "Hey! How are you!?" - and then she was dead.

Otherwise... I regret nothing. I wouldn't be who or where I am today if I regretted or wanted to change anything in my life.

I'm not quite where I wanna be just yet, but I'm well on my way. I have a killer fiancé who's my best friend and everything to me. I'm stupid excited to marry this guy and have a baby with him (we've decided we're gonna try in the Fall!) .. And I have the most beautiful, smart, mature, amazing little girl anyone could possibly hope for.

So... Even though my life has been riddled with problems and issues and turmoil or whatever, I wouldn't change any of it. It's taken a lot for me to get to this point, but I do love the person I've become/am becoming. I know that I'm an amazing friend/daughter/fiancée. And I know that I'm far from being physically ugly. So yeah. I might sound super conceited, but I've learned over the years that if -I- don't love me, then no one else ever will. I don't really believe in self-pity and whatnot. I believe in believing in myself and understanding what I'm worth and all that other uplifting stuff. XD

[Cyanist]

I guess for me, it would be talking to my mom one last time.

She really -really- hurt me during our last conversation and I was left bawling my eyes out for a good 2 or 3 days. I never got a call back with an apology or a "Hey! How are you!?" - and then she was dead.

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nox. My grandmother just recently passed as well - it's hard on all of us, but mostly it's just painful seeing how much my mom misses her, I mean, she called her every single day since she moved out of her house. I can't even imagine how it would feel to lose mine, she really is my guidepost.

Hmm... things I would change... I probably should've been a little nicer to my little brothers. I mean, how many times have I gotten into arguments with them? It's just a pointless waste of time and energy, and of course there's the bad feelings left behind as well... (for ME anyway, I'm sure they forget everything after I make them a batch of cookies).

[noxious.sunshine]

I'm so sorry for your loss, Nox. My grandmother just recently passed as well - it's hard on all of us, but mostly it's just painful seeing how much my mom misses her, I mean, she called her every single day since she moved out of her house. I can't even imagine how it would feel to lose mine, she really is my guidepost.

Hmm... things I would change... I probably should've been a little nicer to my little brothers. I mean, how many times have I gotten into arguments with them? It's just a pointless waste of time and energy, and of course there's the bad feelings left behind as well... (for ME anyway, I'm sure they forget everything after I make them a batch of cookies).

Awww thanks babes <3



I guess I regret not standing up to my sister more. She's an incredibly inconsiderate control-freak bitch. I honestly wouldn't be upset if she and I never spoke again. She's an awful human being.

[Aria]

I guess for me, it would be talking to my mom one last time.

She really -really- hurt me during our last conversation and I was left bawling my eyes out for a good 2 or 3 days. I never got a call back with an apology or a "Hey! How are you!?" - and then she was dead.

My mother went through a similar thing. She and my gran had an argument, and later on my gran asked her to come over to her house. She refused because she was still angry with my gran. That night, my gran died. My mom still hasn't gotten over it.
Also, I can relate to your feelings about your sister. Mine is of a similar sort.

If I could go back in time I would have rather gone and studied music and voice, to become a professional singer. However, if I had done that it is very likely I would never have met the love of my life, so in the end I think it's something I wish I could have gone back and done but if I were given the option of actually doing it, at the cost of losing my partner, I'd say no.