2010 was the first year I actually got a job, which was awesome. For the most part, things in 2010 were good. Except for a few times.
May 10. Anybody living in the Midwest should recognize this date. There was a tornado outbreak, with 30+ tornadoes in Oklahoma alone. I was eating out, and the roof of the restaurant was made partly of glass. Once we heard the rain, we moved to another table. Moments later, the glass breaks from above our previous table. It was hail! I was so scared, but fortunately no one got hurt (that I know of).
Next are the girls I liked. I knew I didn't have a chance with some, but I just said to myself "go for it." It sucked that one of them said that she "wasn't looking for a relationship" and heavily implied that she wasn't looking for one with anyone. Two months later, BAM! Found out through Facebook (out of all places) that she entered a new relationship. Kinda hurts (it even does now) but I just ignore it and move on every time I remember.
At work, there was this one guy who told me a coworker liked me. I still don't know today if he was just yanking my chain or was actually telling the truth, but I didn't handle that very well. I didn't want to believe him, but ended up doing so anyway. I thought he was telling the truth at certain points, since the girl smiled every time she saw me. I amaze myself how I tend to screw things up, since from then on I tried to see her every chance I could, I even asked for her phone number. What happens next, you ask? She told me to look it up on her page (don't wanna reveal what site), and I didn't find out. Then I thought "why would anyone put their # online?") From then on, she started removing my posts from her page. It was my fault. I came out too strong. I always do.
But enough of the sad stuff. I got FFIX on the PSP in 2010, which was great because I had to give a PS copy of it back several years ago. Passed it for the first time, too.
The only thing I'll do this year is improve myself. And I'll do that every year.
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