Once again, it's like you wrote what's in my mind. Or at leasst part of it, if we exclude the cutting part. I'd probably cause a rampage or something like that.

I know what it is like to have everyone blame you even for breathing and for stuff you have nothing to do with. But that's one thing i can't understand; why do we still love them & care so much...

Another good pile o' words from the sea...deep and touching. Way to go.