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Due to some strong feelings for someone a few years ago, I unknowingly turned myself into a hermit and cut myself off from everyone I ever knew because I always wanted to be available to that person. To show them how dedicated and loyal I was.

However, certain incidents and actions over those years that I now see should have given me the red flag that I was in a toxic relationship. A relationship that I truly didn't want. However the feelings I had for this person were so strong that ...

By the time I told people that I would be seeking divorce - by the time I told my husband - I had already grieved his loss. I had been grieving for it again and again over the course of a year, one broken promise after another.
“I won’t drink anymore.”
“I’ll drink less.”
“I won’t stay out tonight.”
“I’ll be home.”
“Just one beer.”
“I do respect you.”
My Complaint for Divorce states that the “Defendant has committed such general indignities against ...

Today is the last day of 2015. It has a been a nice year overall. Maybe 65-70% good. The bads were really bad, but they were overshadowed by all of the goods. I am hoping 2016 has a lot more of those good moments.

Here's what I want to accomplish in 2016...

1) Save money.
2) Walk more.
3) Get a driving license.
4) ...

Well, that's about all I have for the year. I did have a eventful day, but I already spilled all of that on Facebook. ...

So, today was Christmas.

Here's what I received from Carma.

1) A gaming chair. However, there is no way for me to connect it to the TV, because the TV has no Audio Out hookups.

2) A 3-month subscription to PlayStation+. However, my current subscription doesn't run out until November 2016. A friend told me that it stacks, so I went ahead and added it.

3) A Lenovo Tab A8. However, it was the display model, and did not include a charger, ...

...but Facebook just seemed to not be the right place. As much as I want my Facebook peoples to know my reaction to the following, I don't think it best for them to know...yet. Anyway, let's get started. I'll begin by saying that Dad showed up today. He had a Christmas card from him, and one from Grandma. Grandma's was just a basic money envelope from the bank. But Dad's was a card. Inside was the following message:

Dear Micheal

I hope you are doing ok

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