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So, I have been holding some stuff back from you all lately. I would put in little bits and bobs about it when a thread would turn up, but never really talked about it. Anyway, if things get too NSFW, I will spoiler it, otherwise, the admins can spoiler it themselves.

I guess the big news is that I am no longer a virgin. Woo? I don't know. Anyway, I know before I had said that I have no interest in sex and how I'm not attracted to either sex. But these last two years has been ...

I am in the lobby of Southern State Community College at the moment, waiting for Joey's bus driver to complete her midterm exam. She was super nervous, so I tagged along as emotional support. I am confident she will pass, as long as she doesn't psyche herself out. It is all stuff she knows, after all. She just doesn't test well...apparently. She was hoping the exam would be electronic, and that way I would be able to somehow sneak in and take the test for her, but unfortunately, it is a paper ...

So, I haven't posted in a while. What's new, right? Well, it was partly because I didn't have anything to write, and partly because I didn't have access to do any writing. But I am alive and well, and that's all that matters.

Anyway, let's get down to it, shall we?

Work is going well. My sister has been taking me around on my route for most of the year so far. She hasn't been having the greatest luck with keeping a job, so the little money I give her each week ...

I was sitting at work, processing a payroll, when my body and heart decided it was time to process another piece of the divorce. I had a memory of us looking at a space we considered renting. We weren't even doing well then, but we were sustaining and I was hopeful and he was comfortable. Seemingly out of nowhere, I was quietly weeping at my desk. Thank god for tall cubical walls - which is one of the grossest things I've ever said, by the way.

I am familiar with grief, and I know ...

Well...it has certainly been awhile since I've been hear. No one probably remembers me, but hey there. A lot has changed in my life, but nothing particularly important or worth bringing up. I suppose the fact that I'm mostly sober now, cept for the occasional drink.