Thanks guys, I know yall trying to help me feel better.
But the fact is I was not good enough.
She was a Christian girl, so don't think she would cheat unless she had a good reason.
I thought I was cool though, I didn't smother he, she smothered me more it seemed. (I was usually busy with soccer anyways)
And I always did what she asked, and took good care, everyone said we looked great together and even my other female friends were dumbfounded why she cheated.
But I dont know why, I asked her she didnt reply, and her other friends just sayign same thing yall are saying, cuz she a bitch.
But i want to know the truth!
~Pain is inevitable
Suffering is optional
Buy yourself a pair of pants, cut one of the legs in half. Create a sigil for yourself, this could be anything from an image to a fancy letter. Shave one side of your head and allow the other half to grow long and cover one side of your face. Wear a necklance with your sigil. Wear a white singlet with a green denim jacket. Always carry around a pack of toothpicks and chew on one of them.
That will give you recognizable character. but you shouldnt do that.
For the other stuff, Women are vast and complex in variety. That goes for looks and personality, more specifically personality. The same goes for males. You want to stand out so chicks will digg you? Well then my friend you will be attracting the wrong kind of girls and bringing forth the wrong kind of attention to yourself. Girls that are attracted to an image of sorts will not last for you. You want a girl that is attracted to you because of who you are, not what you are. What you want to be is a final fantasy character. I think you should go for nice girls that dont do drugs, look after themselves and are caring in nature. You could meet these kind of girls at libraries, playing sport, being out and about in general always gives you your best chances. Before you can actually have anyone appreciate you though, you need to appreciate yourself. You wont get anywhere by hiding behind some sort of final fantasy persona (itotallyjustsaidthat).
It sounds super cliche', but just be yourself man. Intellectual girls will see through the BS man.
~Pain is inevitable
Suffering is optional
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