Having multiple characters isn't a problem when you have 2 or even 3, but when you add in enough to count as three or four different participants then yes, it starts feeling overwhelming. I mean, it's to the point where I feel like I should make a little cheat sheet just to keep 'em all straight; I can't even imagine how you do all the time. Hell, I don't think I can even name all of yours off the top of my head. That's all I'm saying.
And yeah, I don't like voicing my opinion because no one wants to hear it. Hence why I stay silent most of the time. I'm probably not alone in that, either. Cause everyone seems to take offense at what I say, it just doesn't seem worth the trouble. It's nothing I can't work around, albeit with some difficulty, I just figured you might want to know why no one's active in the RP, and those are reasons why. So basically all you're really doing is shooting the messenger at this point, as I already explained how my new character was designed to be more proactive and able to function outside of the main plot/subplots.I'm not half as inflexible as I might appear, it just tends to take a lot of frustration during the adaptation process. I probably sounded harsher than I intended, but obviously I can't change that now.
The bottom line is, yeah I was pissed off when I came back and saw what happened, but given the time to cool off and let my subconscious work it out has actually gotten me quite excited about the possibilities Enki brings to the table. Farore did what she had to do but I didn't feel any real attachment to her, so I got bored writing her part. She was mostly static, whereas Enki is dynamic and not bound to anything. Thus, I have a character I feel I can write. Even I know my Farore posts are lackluster compared to my usual work.
And now I'm going to post this before the damn thunderstorm knocks the power out.
~DragonHeart~
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