Ralz
I feel epic...

O_O Ralz we have 1 shot at this lets get it right

O_o Crap Ruuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun

(...)

I do know that. My brother's been in prison a few times and the fighting. I mean, he used to threaten my mum when he wasn't given money for weed and then my other brother, Brian, would come in and batter the crap out of Jamie and I'd have to run out the house with my mum and ride around in the car for a few hours. So many of my games and things have been smashed and sold. I didn't get anything to my self. But, I put on the smile and no one knows what I really feel. I never tell a soul about how I'm feeling and once, I had to read at my nana's funeral and I didn;t shed a tear then. That was 4 years ago and I've never cried from emotion. Just physical pain. Don't you understand Ralz? I hate lies so much. I never allow anyone to get away with it. The worst thing is that he keeps doing it. I feel like punching the wall or shooting him in the face. I know that I can't trust people on the internet but you know, this is the only place that I can share my true feelings. On the outside, I dance around and joke as if I didn't have a care. Though, I hurt inside...

Who cares I wanna play again like we used to

hey wats crackin?

Lets continue on our adventure

(...)

Yeah, Brian. He's the one with a big house, four jobs and wife now. But then, my mum didn't have a job. My brother was always destroying all the school and getting kicked out of them leaving us debt. Do you know how many times the bailiffs have been around? You don't want to know. My nana died, grandad died, dad died... all my f**king family dies. It's a curse. If it isn't that, it's some kind of trouble like the police or something. I've never been normal myself either. I be quirky, eccentric and funny to hide my true emotions. I don't even get a proper sleep. There's been so much abuse in this family... And this is from your "friend" Vivi. You know, the happy-go-lucky guy that always listens and always talks. I mean, I'm sick of lies. I deal with too much. And, I normally don't act like this. I feel like crying here...

Yep I do

(...)

It happened early to me. I can't remember what he sounded like though. My brother had ADHD at that moment so my mum was widowed and caring for the 3 of us. Brian, Jamie and me. My sister Michaela had her own house and kid but she was always getting into trouble. Don't talk to me about family problems because I've dealed with a whole lot in my short lifetime, Ralz.

Now we just need the entire world back in its place.

Poor thing, didn't get enough love... >_>

*sleeps*

Ohhhhhhh, I get it now. xD Well, Sazh's gonna have to grow an afro that's as big as a ranch.

Yeah there is now I am a part of it

OMG I have absolutley no intention of rejoining the good side of CoC

I have things I gotta do so I am busy

You really need to start practicing with small things first after we get out of this mess.

Okay, like a shell..... But really?

*sleeps peacefully*

Fro...cobos......?

(...)

That's weird, me too. And my dad died from lung cancer when I was four. Sorry to be so blunt but I hope all goes well and it turns out to be nothing fatal.