Oneesan
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True,but he has hit my mom on several occasions. All she does is threaten to get a divorce and two weeks later there all lovey dovey with each other. Let me tell you,he threw me against a wall and choked me when I was very little,because I said I hated him. Now,when he hits my siblings or even makes them cry..I will go off on him. I will get in his face and tell him to leave them alone. I have gotten to the point where I have to use every ounce of my strength not to attack him. Older Sis..I may be nice and stuff,but I have a bad temper. He will get what he deserves when he dies..or unless I lose it and just go after him with everything I got.

Thank you. But I really don't think Momma wants to say those things about me,its just my stepdad. He hates the fact that I refuse to let him control me like he does my brothers and sisters. He also hates the fact that if he lays one finger on me,that I will tell my grandparents and they will make him lose his job(heck..they're the ones that gave him the job in the first place). But still,I think its very very sad that Momma puts him first,and puts me and the rest of my siblings behind him. Alright..I feel A LOT better after telling someone that stuff,I have never told anyone that..not even my best friend. It feels good to let that negative stuff out..

Ikr? I swear..I have put up with this crap since I started my period in about 5th grade. Ever since then,I have been called a hoe,a whore,a selfish spoiled brat,and let's not forget..a bit*h. My patience is wearing thin,one of these days..I will snap and say some unforgiveable things to them :/

I don't know,I think because my step-dad doesn't want me to go. Heck according to them,I am turning into a hoe because I wore shorts today..how stupid is that?

Yeah,I have friend that goes there and she says..that there is absolutely no drama whatsoever. She said that the teachers were nice and actually taught the class instead of just handing out work. But my mom wouldn't let me go,so..I guess I am stuck in this hell hole :/

My week has been boring,stressful,and just plain lonely. I am seriously thinking about going to a different high school..,I can't stand my school and some of the teachers anymore. >.<

Lol So..how has your week been?

Ah, I understand now. Sorry about that though, I'm going to shift to a mobile unit in a minute so if I don't log on for a bit I will be back.

I really don't blame you, did you tell him.

Why the heck are there going to be nine people in your house? Don't feel down it makes me down.

It was my short day today so it was good. Why was your day bad?

That's what I was figuring. How was your day?

Yeah, we plan on doing it on the weekend, it will be easier than.

Lol,all I got to say is...Good luck

I am pretty sure that I failed it :/ But the teacher said he would let us retake it if we came in about 6:30 to 7:30 in the morning to do it,so..I am gonna take him up on his offer lol :3 After school today,I went to my brothers' football practice,and I hung out with my mom and a friend of mine. We eventually ended up running (walking for them) for about an hour and half around town..and I swear...I feel amazing. I feel rejuvinated(mis-spelled xD) and stress-free. I am gonna enjoy this feeling for a while before I start on homework lol