No. You. YA WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT?! (jk) You could kick it anyway. To let off steam. It probably deserves it. Bastard lawnmower. Well, for your sake, I hope he realizes what is more important, and chooses you over his friends. Hope you can come out of this happy and stuff. Best of luck to ya, ma'am! And I know how it is to have no motivation, really I do, heh. Yeah, I remember that. You got to work in like a concession stand or something, right? No breaks or anything? 400 people in line every day? That's ideal, heh. I remember doing that in Yellowstone too, scooping ice cream that one summer. I hope you get a better job too. Heh, I got to climb under the bleachers with a blower and blow all the crap out from under there. If you ever get the chance to do that, don't, because it's a pain in the ass. I mean, if you have a choice. If you don't, well then... Then that video did what it was supposed to! ...not really.
Naaaaaaaaaaaah, noooooo, youuuuuuuuuu! >_< Heh, I don't have to kick it anymore. ^^ It may not be working when I try to start it, but my father claims (!) to have repaired it. He already told me I could go on and destroy it again if I want to. XD But that was obviously a joke. I don't quite get why he repaired it anyways, as they told me they wanted to buy a new one... Oo" Oh well. Well, actually, I DO see him more often than he sees his friends. That's mostly due to the distance. He has to drive about 13 minutes to come to my place. He needs about 33 minutes to drive to his friends. ^^" Also, we always stay overnight at the other one's place. So it's no problem to meet more than once a week. ^^ BUT on the weekend he ALWAYS meets his friends. PLUS he plays onlinegames with them TWO times a week. So he sees them about 3/7 of the week. And he sees me 4/7 of the week. So that shouldn't be a problem at all. But for his stupid friends it is. I thought it through a lot of times, these problems keep coming and going for almost three weeks now... It's just that I couldn't stand this pain every day, every week... That's what I told my boyfriend. That's how I feel. I do NOT want to hurt myself psychically every single day. :/ Actually, and I hope that doesn't sound strange to you... I see myself marrying him. I actually can't wait to marry him. ^^" I'm pretty sure he's "the one" for me. Plus, I want him to be the father of my future kids. I feel stupid saying all this... but I'm pretty sure about loving him. .,. I may always tell the dark sides of the relationship, but I don't feel the need to write something if everything's fine. XD And it's BEEN fine for a year now. ^^" Plus, I feel so pathetic when talking about my boyfriend... This whole "myyyyyyyy boyfriend" thing makes me feel uncomfortable. ^^"""" Woah, your school year's over.. oo" Students over here still have to wait until July 31st.... at least in my "state" ^^" And yeah, dealing with customers suck. I remember telling you about my work at this theme park last summer. *shivers* Well, I hope I'm gonna get a better job this year. :/ Still have to search for one. And still haven't phoned any company yet. >_< I'm so lazy. T_T Gonna do that on Monday. I sound terrible right know. XD @___________________@ That video makes me feel dizzy....
NooooooooooooooooooooooooooYou. It's always good when your parents aren't upset with you. Not that it was your fault anyway, it was the foolish lawnmower's fault for sucking at turning on. No Spike Spiegel-esque kick-starting required, though you could go and do it anyways if you're still frustrated Nah, it's all good. Talk at me all you want, I don't mind Those friends sound obnoxious and self-centered, though. Friends are supposed to understand that the girlfriend is more important than them, especially if they see their friend more often than he sees his girlfriend. And I hope your boyfriend realizes this too. You gotta do what makes you happy, lady. And if staying with this dude is making you more upset than happy, maybe that's the right decision. Though I if you haven't yet, you should probably really think it through before you do. You probably know this though, eh? But I'm just saying I understand, it's not crazy. I know you want to be married soon; do you honestly see yourself marrying this guy? That's pretty important, right there. I haven't heard much more about him outside of his dumb friends and his immature moments, so it doesn't sound good to me, heh. Eh, y'know. Heh. Yeah, that school can get pretty messy. I never realized how resentful I was starting to feel about it until recently, too. Right around the time I was dealing with Meteo X 9999hp. It was like, "Okay, I go to work and pull piss-covered paper towels out of the urinals, and then I come home and get bitched out by asshole members... Disrespect here, disrespect there." And I kinda used to like this job too, although I don't think it was specifically because of what the job was; it was more the people I worked with (when I see them, people who work at the schools are generally very nice) getting to listen to my music pretty much all day, and not having to deal with customers. And the majority of the time, it's pretty easy. Bathrooms suck though. That's why I'm so glad the school year is over today; no more cleaning bathrooms on a daily basis! Heh, it's all good. I get colds all the time. Still recovering from one now. So you're not alone. Wow, I totally outtalked you. With that, I leave you with this: Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Noooo~ youuuu~ Well, I only tried for half an hour, then I tried calling my mother. And THEN I gave up. XD Best thing is: My mother wasn't mad at me. She said they wanted to buy a lawnmower soon anyways. ^^" So it was absolutely NO problem. ^^ Well, at first it was quite nice being at my boyfriend's place (his family's sooo~ great <3) but then his friends came to visit him all of a sudden. << And they wanted to force him to play onlinegames with them, instead of spending time with me. -_- Thas sucked. But finally my boyfriend realized that his friends may not like me that much... He at least wants to talk to them about yesterday today. I hope he really does! >_< And I hope it won't turn out like the last time he spoke to them about those problems. <<" Last time he told me he'd spent too much time with me. -_-" But I'll see. This might sound strange to you (as well as to many others I've told about this plan), but I plan on breaking up with my boyfriend if things don't get better. I just can't take it anymore. I just tried to greet all of his friends yesterday - they IGNORED me! And that just f-ing hurts everytime... That's why I'll probably tell my boyfriend sooner or later that he has to decide if he wants to keep his friend... or me. Talked too much now, didn't I? ^^"" You have to clean school buildings? Oh. my. gosh. :/ Especially the bathrooms... they were ALWAYS a mess in my schools. Mostly because students don't care a sh*t about keeping places clean. -.-" I always pitied the ones who had to clean up those bathrooms. X_x""" Besides, I seems to be superstupid. Somehow I managed to catch a cold.... while the sun shines outside! O_o"
No you! Foolish lawnmower. Y'know what I heard works really well with all assortments of machines? Kicking them. It seems to work for Spike Spiegel anyhow. Except for that beta player... Oh well, you got to be lazy instead *thumbs up* Although I suppose you were trying to get it work all morning, so that is not laziness. That is obnoxiousness. Well, I hope your visit to your boyfriend was pleasant and non-sucking, at least. Personally, I get to go to work today and clean some rooms that haven't been cleaned in two days. Added to that is that it's the end of the school year, so the teachers barely have them in control as it is. At least the rooms that haven't been cleaned in TWO days are on the other route (unless he switches me to that route for today...) This is because the other guy's wife started to have her baby halfway through Monday, and we couldn't get a sub on Tuesday. I cleaned ten bathrooms yesterday, joy! ...not really. Anyhoo... Wuv, The Mother
Awww, you're soooo cute, Tele! T_T *sighs* It might be interesting for you to hear that I, in the end, DIDN'T mow the lawn. Which is mostly due to the fact that the lawnmower wasn't working. XD I tried to call my mom two times throughout the day so far, but I suppose she didn't hear it. So maybe I'll mow the lawn tomorrow. Maybe not. Maybe my parents won't be able to make it work again... (I remember it hasn't been working a week ago, either. So I hope I didn't destroy anything. >.<") Ah, this day just sucks. Gonna drive over to my boyfriend's place now. Hopefully he won't say anything which'd make him be lame again. I don't wanna talk about that stupid friend. -_-"
Well, I'm glad to hear it, ma'am. I hope it is over too. I misses you!
Finally, I seem to have gotten over my problems. >_< It's taken me quite long this time. Normally, when I face problems, I solve them within 48 hours or even less. ^^" But this time I needed way too long to identify the source of all problems. (There were quite many, mostly because every problem led to another problem -_-") So hopefully everything'll be better now. I feel better since Saturday. And I hope this time it really IS over. ._."
Good luck with things ma'am. Hope you can work them out and come back to us soon!
Anytime, ma'am. *hugs back*
Just wanted to leave a message to you, as I'm offline in MSN right now. Thank you sooo much for listening to me today. I forgot to say that earlier... I felt better after talking to you. <3 *hug*
I definitely have a chance. I just have to decide if I really want to invest my time and money into it or not. I think I really want to, but am worried that a bachelor's degree might not even do much anyway in the long run, particularly in Liberal Arts... Although I hear that since I am 26 now, I can get grants for having low income. Yiy!
Wow, Tele, that sounds just AWESOME! School's the best time of life anyways! What did the advisor say? You DO have a chance to go to school again, don't you?! I think you're smart enough!
Oh cool, I was pretty close then So I might be going back to school. Just talked to an advisor at an online college for a while, tried answering questions to a practice placement test, taking a break.
Hehe, you're pretty good. But Switzerland isn't between France and Germany. ^^ It's next to Germany. So Germany's between France and Switzerland. But it isn't THAT important to know... XD
