Pah, I choose when I'll go to bed on my own, so I wouldn't have listened to you. ^^ Besides, I was thinking about reading before actually sleeping, but I was too tired for that. Now it's ~4.30 pm, so I'm still awake. x3~ And I think I won't go to bed that early today. Tomorrow in the afternoon I'll meet.... guess who >_< my parents!!! XD Haven't seen them now for three weeks o_o Yep, we make breakfast at work, too. x3 But we ate at 11 am, so that was rather late. ^^" I won't tell you what we ate... you'd probably not like to eat THAT. XD If you have to go to work at 2.30 pm... when do you come home again? O.o" I'd come home at 1 am if I had to start that late XD Actually, what I heard about French is way worse. XD Someone once told me what "son of a b..." was in French. And he commented it with the following words: "You can say what you want in French - it always sounds nice!" XD And unfortunately he was right. ^^" It doesn't matter what you say, it sounds lovely. <3 But I love French and I'd really like to learn it again. Perhaps I'll do that when I'm at the university. PERHAPS. xD" So you took Spanish because the others did it... that's not the best condition for learning a language. xD" If you really want to learn a language you have to have enough motivation. (Btw. did you also realize that I don't use "must" but always "have to"? O.o" Somehow that came to my mind again after writing it right now... xD") I'll listen to Coheed again when I've time to. It's not that I'm busy right now, but I don't like new music any time of the week. x3" Stephen King... is an author. o.o He wrote the novel but did he also make the movie? Oo I don't mind swearing, that's right. But I don't like to write it down - unless I'm angry. Normally I try to write as politely as I can... I told you about the teacher who ruined my good mark in English... *cough* What's a One Word Story? O.o" Ah, so Telegraph is going back to his roots, I see. xP That's also what I really like to do. ^^ I always remember my names and mostly I don't change it. I wouldn't even dare to change my name on TFF. There is no reason to change it. I was quite lucky to get the name, I thought it wouldn't be free anymore. xD" Nope, no filming today. .-. There were only three actors who had time and so we thought that it'd be better to plan the scenes and then tell the actors what we'll do so that they (this sentence is getting longer and longer xD") know when they'll be needed. I hope that all of them will have time next weekend. <.<" Btw. did I mention that there are only THREE DAYS left 'till the end of work? =D Of course then university will soon start, but who cares, as long as I don't have to get up that early anymore?! ^_^ *happy*happy* Hope you'll have a nice Saturday today x3 (You probably just got up, didn't you? XD) Anyhoo~
Back. Just watched a really creepy-ass movie with my friends: Children of the Corn. It was actually more creepy than I thought it would be. Guess you should never underestimate Stephen King, eh? I thought you didn't mind swearing, ma'am. I'm sorry. But yeah; it's really silly. A lot of our humor is based around stuff like that. Ever heard of One Word Stories? My name is Telegraph because that was my original sn when I first joined, and since I've been Hellfire, there have been two new users that have chosen that name with numbers following. I want an sn that no one else will choose. (Which is funny, seeing as I was Taco for a while...) It is now 2:26 AM. Tired time. Hope you have a good weekend! You gonna film stuff today? Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Heh. I saw your name in the "currently active users" list today, and thought about writing you again to tell you to go to bed. Then I decided you probably wouldn't see it. But apparently you would have, because you wrote me after that point. Skipped breakfast again? *Shakes a disapproving finger* Wait a minute, you have breakfast there too, eh? So nevermind. And I get to go to work at 2:30 PM Today was the gax, though, because two rooms early in my route were a mess, and I had to mop them. And they had so much garbage that I had to immediately go back and throw away their crap. So I was half an hour behind all night, and I was like "Grrr..." French is the language of love, or something. I've been told. And I chose spanish because that's what all my friends were taking, and my sister took it too. And there was this one time my friend was sitting across the way from me, and I didn't know what was going on, so in a high pitched voice I said "I don't even know what we're doing, Joel! What the hell?! What the HELL?!" And everyone laughed. Including the teacher. I did not get in trouble. One of my favorite high school memories, probably. Hm. You should look up those ones I mentioned before! In Keeping Secrets of Silent Earth 3 is my fav. Gotta go right now, btw; will probably send you a further message later. Wuv, Yer Mom
Nope, no panic at all today. xD" All I thought was: "That's okay, I'll skip breakfast and still be on time. Additionally, my boss will be late for sure..." (AND SHE WAS!!! XD) I have to be at work at 7 am. So I had one hour. Normally I've half an hour to get ready, then 15-20 minutes to drive to work and then I've still 15 minutes left till work starts. ^^" I'm always TOO early. xD" So when do YOU have to start to work if you can sleep till noon? xP I've learned French once, but I'm not able to speak it anymore. .,. Unfortunately... I have to relearn it. xD" I understand quite much, that surprises me everytime I know what the French are talking about, but I still suck at it. xD" I'd really like my French to be as good as my English.~ I've no problem speaking/writing fluently... :/ Spanish seems to be a nice language, too. ^^ Why did you choose Spanish? :3 Yes, I listened to Coheed... on youtube. xD I don't know which album and I unfortunately can't tell you which songs I listened to. I searched for the band and then took the first video, then I saw the other videos and clicked on a few... 2-3 I think. ^^" Favorite song... Can't have one, have only heard a few songs xP Y'know... it is retarded, but still I think it's funny. xD I like retarded humor. :3" The more stupid it gets, the more... interesting it gets... wait.. I'm too tired to write sentences anymore. O.o" But I admit... I didn't understand the first part. xD" I understood the... you know.. son of... you knoooow~ I won't repeat such ugly things. xD" I didn't understand the rest though. WAH! XD Why's your name Telegraph now???? XD" OMFG... It's 10.24 pm.... I'm going to bed, I'm not able to understand the world anymore XD Have a good night, Corporal Punishment! ^^
Yay! That's when the panic occurs, eh? Although you're like me; you can get out of the house in a half hour if you needed to, so you were probably okay. What time do you start? Today, that same boy woke me up at 8 AM. I had gone to bed at 2:30. I tried to sleep for another hour, but gave up, went out and got some cereal. Then I went back to sleep for an hour or so. Still tired, though... need coffee. That sounds confusing. I imagine it's difficult to keep up with both languages though. You knew three at one point? That probably took a lot of effort. And you still have to learn French, eh? Although I hear after the first couple of languages, it gets easier to learn new ones. Y'know how many I've learned? ...one. Ha. Well, one and a quarter; I took two years of Spanish in High School. I really didn't pay attention, though. Barely passed. Okay, if it's easy and you don't mind, then please, by all means Heh, the bugs thought you looked nice, eh? They're good at that. Some of them are pretty nasty and aggressive, eh? I frequently kill spiders, mosquitos, and bees without remorse. You said you were listening to Coheed the other day. Which album are you listening to? What're your favorite songs of theirs? Also... let me give you a sampling of my friends and my stupid sense of humor: I actually do know a "second language." It's called "Bray Sway Lay." Yay rayplayce thay vaywayls wayth "A's." Ate's raylay staypayd, bayt ayt amazays ace. At one point, somehow, it devolved into mostly insulting one another. "Taym, shate thay hale ape. Yay staypayd sane ave ay baytch." Early on, a secondary language was invented, called "Brah Swah Lah," when Bray Sway Lay was thwarted by the store "Safe Way." There. I'm not sure why I told you about that. Hopefully you think it's funny, and not completely retarded, ha. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Y'know, today was the opposite of yesterday. Today I overslept - guess how long... 15 f-ing minutes! XD" I woke up at 6 am and my only thought was: ****. -.- I haven't overslept in a while now, but I've been so tired yesterday and didn't go to bed early, so... my fault. xD" Also, today I started in the office of my boss and I did some work there. ^^ It was quite nice, also, I didn't see that annoying woman. :3 And guess what.. they didn't make fun of the girl I told you about today. Must be because the stupid woman wasn't there.. xP Well, I think she noticed her mistake but didn't correct it. You... seriously don't want to hear what I say all day long. .,." The last few weeks I've been thinking in two languages, somehow. There are sentences I only say in one language. (Like my frustrated "You gotta be kidding me!!!" always in English xD) And when I don't know how to end my sentence... I finish it in another language. .-." Also, there are some words I just don't know anymore in a language. So please never ask me to translate something. I can't do it. I know what the words mean, I could easily describe what they mean... but I can't translate them. ^^" I miss the beautiful times back then when I knew THREE languages... xP Mah, don't be stupid, my love. xP Subbing a few 20 pages isn't that bad at all. If you'd like, I could do it in one evening... I've no problem doing that. It would take another evening to put the subtitles to the movie, so.. no prob at all. ^^ But I wanted to write a play in English soon, so... I won't rush over things. xP Arw~ I feel so sick today.. .,. I was outside, lying in the "sun" (it wasn't warm, the sun wasn't exactly shining, too many clouds ~..~) and guess what happened. -o- I fell asleep of course.. then I woke up because my arm was itching... some little beasts bit me ;o; They're soo~ cruel T.T" The worst thing about it is... that I'm still sleepy~ And I know I won't last long today.. I'll probably fall into my bed at 10 pm... ^^" So I think I'm gonna wish you a nice day and I'm happy that mine finally ends. xD Anyhoo~
That sucks, waking up early. At least it was only like 15 minutes before you had to get up, and not like an hour. Or an hour in the middle of the night. But every little bit counts... And on getting to work early... I used to believe in that, ha. At my current work, I've been getting there right around when we're supposed to start-maybe a minute or two early or late-every day. But yeah; so the chickens don't bother you directly, usually? That's good. Probably afraid of you. Do whatever you think is right, or whatever you feel like doing. If you don't feel like saying anything, don't worry about it. That girl might appreciate the thought, though, even if she isn't really worried about it. I dunno... for some reason, I thought she might've been talking in some other language, since the sentence structure was so bad. Particularly since she was speaking it and not writing it, as that's pretty hard to mess up and not notice. I'll tell Misty you responded. Maybe she hasn't been back since she sent you the first one, or something; she generally doesn't do the whole "forum thing." Furthermore... Fungah! Foiled again! Well, some day, one of us will win the lottery, and we will be able to afford to visit the other. Y'know those slot machines in casinos? That's what the leveling system is based around, I've been told. You could go hours without leveling, and then in one battle gain three. It's supposed to be a really good game, though. *nod* I forget these things, heh. Maybe I'll actually learn German. Get Misty to teach me. ...we're both too lazy. Subtitling the whole movie would take a lot of work, ma'am. Don't put yourself through that just for me. Personally, I slept in about an hour later than usual today. Still have 2:30 hours before work, but it's still a little disappointing. Well, I hope you have a better night's sleep tonight, lady. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
I had quite a bad night this night. ~..~ I woke up at 5.30 am and thought I had to get up. Then I realized: "Sh... I don't have to get up yet!" and stayed in bed for... another 15 minutes! -.- Then, of course, I wasn't awake, so it was hard to get up. Also, I didn't have any motivation to get up, because I knew that when I got to work there would be chickens again. I didn't want to hear them, so I tried not to be at work too early. I really managed to get there 5-10 minutes later, it was really surprising. O.o Normally I'm panicking even at the THOUGHT of being later than usual. xD" But today it was okay.~ Aaand they were quiet when I came. >3~ It's been a quite nice day today, we had lots of fun, although again there was a truck coming when we wanted to have our break. XD" Y'know, I also thought about that much. I imagined that I could approach her in the toilet, when nobody else is around. Then I'd say to her "Hey, y'know, don't tell too much about yourself. All those stupid chickens are too ignorant and intolerant, they won't understand and accept you." But... I've never done it. xD" I think I never will... She's two years older than me, so she probably wouldn't accept it anyways. ^^" By the way, I told my sister about it yesterday evening and she even told me not to do something. xD" I dunno... somehow I want to encourage her, but on the other hand.. is it really worth it? xD" Of course that stupid woman said that in her native tongue. O_o What did you expect??? XD" She doesn't even understand any other language... I may be unfair now... but she's just plain stupid. o_o Btw. Even my boss doesn't really like her. xD" She told us today that there were some things that annoy her about that stupid woman. I could tell you many many things about her now, but... I wanna eat sweets while writing this. xD" So I'll not remind myself of all the disgusting stuff I had to hear about her. XD""" Yep, Misty's spoken to me. :3 Yet, I haven't received an answer after replying to her pm. Hopefully I'll talk to her soon. x3~ Oh, believe me, I'm also quite rude. x3" Also, I can laugh about myself. I'd probably even laugh if I say something stupid. XD But cut off the dreaming now.. I don't have enough money. xP What do you mean - the levelling system is based on chance?! O_o" I heard that the battle system is quite interesting and I've already watched a video on youtube (of CC), but I can't really remember much. xD" As I said, I don't think you'll be able to understand the movie. XD But I could write subtitles for you, if you want. <3 Yet, I don't think we'll upload it on youtube. It's a bit too long to upload it there. ^^" And also we don't want everyone to see it. It's more like a project of our city and for our friends. (And we also dream about winning prizes and stuff xD) So.. I hope you slept well and had a nice day. (Oh, wait, I think you just got up, didn't you? XD) Ah, well, my day's over, so.. anyhoo~ xP
Getting enough sleep is good for you. Last night I went to bed at like 3:30, and then was woken up periodically starting at around 9, and then I gave up at like 10. Have a headache, heh. I could clearly hear the boy doing some high-pitched voice for one of his games, and was actually having a dream about it. It was vaguely distressing. About the game they were having me play; hey,they were telling me what I was doing, heh. "And then this happens, and you do this, and I do this, okay?" And I was like "sure," heh. Poor tiger, indeed. Yeah, some people don't want help sometimes. Sometimes, it almost seems to make things worse. Maybe you could just say something to the girl apart from everyone else; ask her about it, and give her words of encouragement, or something. So, "have to would..." was this in english or german? Because if it was in her native tongue, that's some pretty bad sentence structuring, especially if she said it out loud and didn't correct herself. I wold probably just laugh at her, personally. Well, maybe not full out laugh at her, but I'd give her a face and snicker at her. Be like, "do you realize what you just said?" My friends and I laugh at grammatical errors we say or type all the time; including our own. Heh. If you came over for a month, that would be awesome. You could get to meet both me and Misty (the girl I was telling you about before. She joined here under that name. Has she talked to you yet?) You could also meet all our other friends. I wonder what you would think of them. If you thought I was rude when I first started talking to you... (nah, they're not all like that. You'd almost definitely like my roommates, and a few other people.) But yeah; we can be pretty rude to each other, but it's mostly our sense of humor. Yeah, Claudio has an interesting singing voice... when I first heard him, I thought he was a girl, heh. It was "A Favor House Atlantic," which is probably my favorite song by them. Or "The Velourium Camper I: The Faint of Heart." Or "Welcome Home..." I'm not sure. But he does sound a bit like MJ. Especially if you listen to the Prize Fighter Inferno, a side project. Not a fan of fighting games, eh? I hear ya. Dissidia can be a bit hard to get the hang of, too (for example, I haven't gotten the hang of it yet.) I own Crisis Core, but I haven't played it much yet. It reminds me greatly of Advent Children... Also, the leveling up system is based greatly on chance, I guess. Sounds like a cool movie. Especially if your actors are good. You don't think you'll upload it to youtube or anything? (I said something to my brother about uploading his movie again the other day. His response was kinda indifferent sounding, so I wouldn't keep my fingers crossed, sorry I'll keep on him about it, though.) Get a good night's sleep again tonight, and don't let the stupid people get to you too much, missy Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Today, finally, I've gotten enough sleep. >3" So it was easier to work with that person I hate. But today they really went overboard. O_o" I really was the only one who didn't laugh... when they bullied her again. The girl told them that she played World of Warcraft and then she told them a bit about that game. They dressed up like an elf (with newspapers and stuff -...-") and then danced around her. I thought they'd gone mad... I was sooo~ angry. But I swore to myself that I wouldn't ever stand up against someone ever ever again for a person I don't really know. <.<" The Me half a year ago would've done it... I would've said "C'mon, leave her alone already, you're just being totally stupid!" and protected her, but... I've given up on that 'cause many people just don't thank you for helping them. xD" I'm not an idiot anymore... The girl laughed about it, but I think she's still hurt inside, she just doesn't show it. You should listen to me when I watch TV or even read something. .,." Today I found several spelling mistakes in a notice I saw at work. xD" I was about to tell someone, but I thought it'd be better to keep quiet about it. There are many people annoyed by me always pointing out mistakes. ^^"" I even had to shut myself up today when the person I hate said something totally stupid. (Hmm... let's try to tell you what I mean. xD She switched "would have to" to "have to would"... Imagine that in a sentence... my fingers begin bleeding just when I think about writing it down ToT) Also, when I watch TV, I always yell because the people shown there are sooo~ stupid >_<" That's a brutal game. ôô And why did you tell them where the tiger hides? xP The poor tiger..~ I wouldn't say that I'd get homesick... I'd like to come to the USA, really. I'd just talk a bit to you and then leave again... after a month or so. xD I'd probably stay a while. Just flying over to punch you would be stupid, anyways. ^^ But I'm glad the album is that cheap. <3 And I hope you won't regret it. ^^ I really love that album. By the way, I'm currently listening to Coheed and Cambria. Their vocalist sounds a bit like Michael Jackson, don't you think? O.o I don't really dislike it, but it's not the kind of voice I'd like to listen to all day. xP But the songs are quite nice. ^^ I'd also like to have a PSP and... after working so much I think I could easily buy one. x3" But I really don't want to. The problem is that I also want a PS3. xP I wanna have everything... So the question is: Should I rather buy a PS3 to play FF XIII or should I buy a PSP just to play VII: Crisis Core? XD" (No, I won't buy Dissidia, not interested in Beat 'Em Up games at all xD") Sh... I forgot to tell you about the movie. <.<" Sorry~ I shouldn't write when I'm tired. -o- Also, I found some mistakes again. I get mad everytime I make a mistake. By the way, try to find spelling mistakes on TFF. XD I've found sooo~ many now, it's horrible. XD So the movie... is basically about murder. >3 A young man is found in his house, dead and blood-strained (okay, I'm exaggerating right now XD) on the kitchen floor. His girlfriend found him and immediately called the police. They want to know who could've done this.... who could've been the murderer. And the girlfriend only knows that her (ex-)boyfriend met five of his friends during the last week. Basically, that's the story. Then we have some flashbacks showing how the young man met his friends. Of course everyone of them had a reason to kill him. So... I'd say it's a crime story. But it's more complicated than you may think. As you probably won't ever watch the movie... the one confessing the murder is not the murderer xP So there'll be a second part. ^^
So I went ahead and bought "Metropolis: Part 2" off Amazon.com, because it was $5 new, and I listened to samples of all the songs and liked it It reminded me of another band I like: Coheed and Cambria. Do you like them? Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Isn't it awesome how people are so judgmental of one another? Particularly if someone is simply different. You're not supposed to deviate from the vanilla existence, you know! Everyone should talk the same in social situations, listen to the same music, have the same interests... Yeah, it sucks. And you get that everywhere; even some places online, you'll find. I don't mind if you vent to me. It's all good. It's also good you don't think you'd mind being around me for a football game. I get pretty ridiculous sometimes, though. Mostly if I'm at the game, though, because I will yell at the officials and at the other team; I tend to be a bit of a heckler. Still wish I hadn't yelled so much, though; my throat is still sore today. Maybe it's allergies too... The children are playing "hunters and tigers," or something, and part of the game involves the "tiger(s)" hiding underneath my computer from the "hunter." And when the hunter comes, I point to where the tiger is, and they shoot the tiger. They explain to me what is going to happen, ha. And there is a screaming baby. So if I buy a Dream Theater CD, you will come to Oregon and punch me? Well, maybe I should, then. Because then you'll come over, try to punch me, and I'll capture you and not let you leave But then you'd probably get homesick, and that would be bothersome, so I'd probably have let you leave again after a while. Maybe I'll just download one or two of the songs that you recommend off Amazon.com then. It's only 99 cents per song! So you're much more disciplined in the money department than I am. I really should save more than I do. But then I buy things. Like fast food, soda, coffee, CD's, movies, a PSP... You are considerate of your parents' needs, and that's good. If you know you need help, though, don't be too proud... Remember next time to tell me about your movie, if you have time, please I am considering drawing some comic strips to put on the web. That might happen. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
So, again I'm f-ing tired. -.- I didn't work 12 hours (without break XD) again, but nevertheless it gets worse each day. O_o Today, when I came to work, there weren't any humans in the room. There were only... chickens. XD" Don't get me wrong, they MAY BE nice people, but I hated them today. They're part of the reason why I dislike women more then men. xD" They're the reason why I could never love a woman, let's be that radical. xD So I entered the room, mumbled some "morn'~" and then sat down. As the room was getting fuller, I only heard the women backbite another worker. -.- (Yay, learned a new word today, that's quite a useful one XD") So, imagine: There's a girl working there (she's only 22 years old, so I refer to her as "girl" rather than as "woman"...) who likes medieval stuff and listens to that music, has some quite strange behavior and basically doesn't fit the picture of a normal girl. Guess what: That's unusual! Damn, those chicken were so IGNORANT and STUPID, I would've liked to kill them.... -...- You probably understand perfectly how I was feeling, as you yourself are grumpy in the morning. ^^" When the girl finally arrived (she was quite late ^^"), they all.. yeah, kinda laughed about her, but hopefully she didn't notice. I kept quiet all the time, then told the guys that I was totally grumpy and didn't want to be near a woman today (I'm quite.. radical sometimes xD"). Guess what happened... When everyone was there... one of the guys said "Hey did you hear what that girl told blahblah...?" And I thought WTF!! T_T" Am I the only sane person? (Y'know, that's why I never tell people that I play FF, that I watch Animes/read Mangas, how I spend my free time in general XD") It's just SO disgusting that they're all that stupid and ignorant. T.T" When this certain girl then mentioned that she didn't like children.. (And it's no problem if you don't like children - not everybody has to like them!) well, they really attacked her... it reminded me of bullying at work. <_<" All in all.. today was one of the "Why didn't I stay in bed?"-days. It began like that, it ended like that. ~..~ Fortunately, all the chickens left earlier than I did... so I didn't have to listen to them anymore. x3" But really, I felt so sick today... It's not that they were bullying ME, they didn't intend to, I think, but they left me sitting in the... room where we eat... ALONE O_o They all went to the supermarket to buy food, I was the only one who was sitting there... I would've liked to kill them all (again) XD""" Plus, I realized yesterday how much I hated one of the women I am working with... and I've sworn to myself only to talk to her if I really HAVE TO. I don't want to insult her. -..-" Y'know, I also can lose my temper sometimes... So football for you is working for me. xD You really don't have to buy a CD of Dream Theater just for me. <.<" If you do that, I'll hit you. (I'll come to you just to hit you xP Then I'll leave again XD) I also remember the song I wanted to sing, but you have to wait a bit longer... I'll get a microphone when I come home again. .-." Which means... somewhen between 1st and 7th October, I suppose. ^^ You're not preaching at me, at least I do not think you are. I know you just wanna tell me how you experience things in life. (Did I mention that I am very very naive? XD) Besides, I KNOW that my family helps me because they like me. Nevertheless, I can't accept it. I don't want to be dependent on anyone. I don't want their money. My parents often say that they don't have enough money, so why should they give it to ME? o.o As I said, my father thought that a holiday trip would be too expensive... My mom often tells me that I don't have to care about their financial problems, but the problem is: I do. I even told them to give me less pocket money, but they didn't want to. <.<" Money is... a very interesting thing in my life. I spare as much as I can, especially if it's my own money. I also had problems buying food - I didn't want to waste any money, so I tried to buy only as much as I really needed - nothing more. (Except for some sweets... I'd die without them. XD") Y'know (sorry I copied that word, I'm just too lazy to write "you know" XD"), I feel like I'm a bit whiny today. <_<" So sorry if you have the feeling that I only used you to tell someone about my horrible day. ^^" (Did I mention the stupid driver in front of me when I drove home? -_- I've really gone mad, 'cause he drove exactly the same was as I did. Two minutes before arriving home he finally drove another way... that bastard didn't even know how to drive. -.- I even wondered that he didn't make an accident.. he didn't know where the lane started and ended (he drove way too far left, for example), he didn't even know where his gas pedal was. -..-"" I was so aggressive driving behind him... I think I shouted quite much and people must've wondered why someone was shouting that loudly in his car. XD"""")
It's alright. I actually wasn't home all day yesterday, anyway, ha. I went to a wedding and then to a football game. They lost... I don't think you would like being at football games with me, or even watching them on TV, because it's one of those situations where I get really worked up and kind of lose control. It's really silly. I need to stop letting my emotions take control of me, I think. Need to stop and go, "Wait a second. What's really happening right now? Take a look at this from an outside perspective. Is it really logical to react in this manner?" So your movie is going well, and you have good actors? That's great news! Sure, I'd love to hear your story btw: I told my brother that you wanted to see his movie, and that he should upload it onto youtube, and he was like "yeah, I could probably do that." We'll see if he remembers, though. He might just do like me and flake on you... (I haven't forgotten about recording me singing a Dream Theater song, btw. I was actually looking at the CD's at the store last night. They the cheapest one was $12, and the rest were around $20... there was a two disk best of that I thought about getting. Should I get that one?) Y'know, I like that independent attitude in you. It's a strong bit of character to have. I've always liked characters like that in stories and video games, too. Blaze the Cat from Sonic comes to mind, and Freya too, to some extent. That's also why Carlene is like that, ha. Actually, she was a bit of a take on Freya; like, what if Freya had been the main character of FF9? Except as I write, she's becoming less the main character... But anyway! You should just remember that, even if it hurts your pride a little bit, it's better to get help from your family than to try and just make it on your own. They love you; that's what they're there for. Okay, lady? (tell me if I'm preaching at you too much, btw. I tend to do that, sometimes...) But yeah; today, I'm going up to visit my brother and his family, because it's my nephew's birthday. I read your PM, and I respect and understand what you had to say. That's pretty much all I have to say about it right now, heh. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Of course it's not that bad when somebody helps me with my work - particularly as I'm really not THAT strong. xD" But I feel a bit... strange when it happens, to be honest. I always try my best to do everything on my own, without any help. (Like my "No I won't accept money from my parents, I'll pay everything myself." XD" I said that to my mother on Friday when we phoned. She told me that she thought about giving money to me for food and stuff. And I said she didn't have to. After buying everything I needed for this week, I thought about it again. Somehow I'm really stupid. .-." I wanna buy everything with my own money, although I need it for my study. <-<") "Sounds like you want to be a very independent individual and not rely on anyone." /signed Sorry I didn't answer your PM yet, I'm gonna do it RIGHT NOW, I swear! >_< It's just that I didn't have time yesterday... Imagine what happened! *_* We began shooting the movie!!! =D Yesterday we made a few pictures (we need them for the house the protagonists are living in) and then we made the first scene... :3 We were quite surprised how GREAT our actors are. ^^ And we can't wait for next Saturday. (So be warned: I'll probably be at the set the whole day long again xP) Have I ever told you the story of the movie? Are you even interested? ^^"
