Just some thoughts to a question that I can't answer...
If you can please post something.

What should one truly try to accomplish, what is right or what is needed? Each hold different outcomes whichever you pursue. The right holds is correct in understanding at the time, while the needed holds what is correct in the coming future. What you may think is right, may not be for the impending future. This question alone has plagued me for years since birth…, maybe even before then… It has never once been easy no matter how many times I must make it.
Should one save the girl’s life or let it be used to find the kidnapper’s hideout, stopping them forever?
Should one keep fighting to the end or retreat saving the lives of your soldiers; surviving to fight another day?
Should one prevent a war to keep people alive or let it happen, knowing that it will put an end to all conflicts for the coming generations, down a better path in life?

Is it time or place that makes the decisions different for each person? Will waiting and biding time make the decisions different or make them harder to make; limiting your possibilities?
Even when you look past the problem to the place where the answers are or could be, there is still no easy way to make the decision. Do you send your forces to battle where they may lose, just to give other units time to attack or do you withdraw them, keeping them alive in order to mount a safer, yet less effective attack? Which is it?
How will the world handle your decision? Will they look down upon it, or praise you for your efforts? Will the choices you make be beneficial to the world or will it hurt it more than help? Will the people who die because of your judgment just become more numbers to the public, or will it cause other to hate you for their lives?
Because of my incoherent decisions, I’ve been called both a savior and a heretic… a hero and a monster… both human and inhuman… You are supposed to grow cold to things after a while, yet why can’t I to these decisions? I have to death, but never the decisions that lead to death. Will there ever be a decision that always will lead to everyone keeping their lives? Do they really have to die in order to protect?
When you try to do both of what is right and necessary for the future, will it ever prosper? Will it ever come out right the way you want?
When you wish to be neither a marionette nor a master, what path is left? Is it a path that goes beyond honor or pride? Will you just die quietly or go out in a way that everyone will see? Or will it even matter? For the last one…, No I guess it never will…