Yes, I'm posting this to TFF. No, I don't give a **** who sees it, I don't give a **** who hates me because of it and I don't give a **** if somebody bans me because of it either, as long as you see it.

I am INCREDIBLY sorry for whatever I've done to you. And I can honestly say that I thought you knew I was engaged. I clearly remember telling you and you congratulating me. I don't know what that meant, if you were drunk... I don't know. Maybe it was just my mind playing with me. I never tried to play any sort of 'game' with you. I seriously care about you. A lot. I do consider you one of my best friends, and yes, I do find you attractive.

Right now, I am TERRIFIED of what I've done to you. I'm terrified of what I've made you feel. I don't know what I can do right now besides tell you that I love you and care about you and hope you believe that. =/