Oh no, Alisyn. That's never fun.



I, uh, I don't fear rejection, but I do fear failure. There's a fine line between the two at times, but I really hate to pour my heart into something and feel like I've wasted all of my time at the end of it. I don't have any illusion of perfection, though it's probably what I strive for more than I should. I spend a lot of days saying "man, this was great... but it still wasn't good enough." I should probably lower the standards I place on myself. I push and push to please other people (ha, there's a great innuendo in there) and when they're displeased, THAT is what slays me.