TFF Confessions: Kick your own Ass!

[Rocky]

Sure, I may come off as a humorous person here, but outside of that, I'm pretty sure I am a callous asshole. I like to consider myself fairly smooth on the internet, but I'm a complete klutz in every way irl. I'm easily flustered and though I may not show it, I get enraged pretty easy. I get good grades, but at a community college, how hard is it to do well? I can't go back to the same school where all my friends are at because I can't afford it, so I'm stuck back in my hometown which I vowed to get away from, and now I am bored with life and lonely. I haven't been in a close-distance relationship in almost a year, and that ended poorly, which due to the circumstances wasn't my fault. The long distance relationship ended not so swell either, however she was able to move on while I just dwelled on what could have been. See, thats a big vice of mine, dwelling on things that could have been or should have been. I'm terrible at that. Outside of school and work, I have no interaction with other people, save like once a week or so, due to all of my friends being hours away at other schools. School comes easy for me, but it leaves me with lots and lots of free time on my hands. I work as much as I can, but I still have free time, and I spend that on the computer and with video games. My parents think I'm depressed, but when I live in a podunk town in the booming metropolis state of Iowa, what else is there to do? I live the epitome of boredom, and worst is there is no one I can physically connect with that is my age. Sucks being the odd man out in every way. :/

[Joe]

Sure, I may come off as a humorous person here, but outside of that, I'm pretty sure I appear a bit of an arsehole. I like to consider myself fairly smooth on the internet, but I'm a complete klutz in every way irl. I'm easily flustered and though I may not show it, I can have a hell of a temper. I get good grades, but at a community college, that's not really hard, except for a few instances (Chemistry 1 and Chem 2 >_<) I can't go back to school where all my RL friends are because I'm graduating in 5 days, so I'm stuck here in my hometown which I dreamed of getting away from, and now I am quite bored with life and pretty damn lonely. I haven't been in a close-distance relationship ever, and the one chance I almost had at on ended poorly, which due to the circumstances was partly my fault....prolly mostly my fault. The long distance relationships have ended ok, I guess, at least we're still friends. A big vice of mine, dwelling on things that could have been or should have been, All The Damn Time, in almost every regard. I'm terrible at letting go of wrongs, or moving on from people I like/love. Outside of school, I have no interaction with other people, save like once a week or so, due to all of my friends being hours away at other states, or having lives. School comes easy for me, but it leaves me with lots and lots of free time on my hands. I've never had a job, so ll have loads of free time, and I spend that on the computer and with video games. My parents think I'm depressed, and to an extent they are probably right. but then again, I live in the east end of nowhere, and don't have much in common with people, so what else is there to do besides surf the net? I live the epitome of boredom, and worst is there will so be very few that I can physically connect with that are my age. Sucks being the odd man out in many ways. Meh.