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You have a problem with substance abuse and someone needs to tell you.
... Do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement?
Do I make your heart beat like an 808 drum?
Is my love, your drug? Huh, your drug?
........ Cuz your love, your love, your love, is my drug!
... I like your beard.
I'm sorry. I'm bored and slightly drunk and I just took my Klonopin. Feel free to delete.
You have a problem with substance abuse and someone needs to tell you.
noxious.sunshine, this is an intervention. We all love and care about you, and just want you to get better.
Let's go into the "archives" in "Washington D.C." and find out how people "masturbated" in the "roaring 20's."
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;_; I really don't. I promise.
That kinda hurt my heart & soul a bit..
I'z just trying to be funny.
However, if you want to ask me about it, feel free. via PM or something. Klonopin isn't something that I abuse by any means.
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........... This is the one time I've openly admitted to taking stress medication while drinking. It was a joke. Annnd now I feel like shit. thanks.
I'm not trying to pick on you or be a dick, I just genuinely think that taking drugs to help you sleep (that's what I gathered you're taking it for) is not a good thing. You really should be questioning why you're being prescribed/choosing to take Klonopin. Like all benzodiazepines, it can cause or worsen depression. Doctors are far too quick to prescribe things as quick fixes. My little (autistic) brother was prescribed risperidone as a young child to control his behaviour. It was successful, but he eventually built a tolerance to it and to have any effect was requiring several times the original dose (it is also used to treat schizophrenia). It lead to significant bowel issues and now he has lost function in most of his intenstines. He had to have an ileostomy and now uses an ostomy pouch to defecate. Far too much information, but people on benzodiazepines are also known to build a tolerance that is likely to amplify any of the "unlikely" side effects. It's not something to be taking lightly and to joke about, you're using a serious bit of pill.
I just learned something. That is a seriously intense pill. Is there an alternative out there for you?
I usually just stay awake for forever and then crash hard. Maybe not the most restful sleep, but nine times out of ten I wake up completely refreshed.
Also, I'm not sure how I feel about a basement party. Are we allowed in other parts of the house, or are we restricted to the basement? Will there be cuffs and chains?
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No I appreciate the concern, Alpha. And Polk. I know the risks and how tolerance works and how it all can affect you.
I really don't talk about this a lot. I don't like to. It's in the past, I've been over it for a long time. I went to a Christian School for 2 yrs (look up Lighthouse Christian Preschool Extreme Makeover Home Edition.. I went to the high school). It was a very bad experience for me. I thought it would be good - I thought picking to go to a Christian school would be good for me. It wasn't. I finally told my sister I had to transfer after my sophomore (2nd yr) to public school 'cuz I couldn't deal with another year there. And then I was fine. I was ok. But she forced me to go to therapy and take anti-depressants. None of it really did anything it was supposed to do, so as soon as I turned 18 and could legally make my own decisions, I stopped everything. Sure I went through depression, but I got myself out of it. On my own. Without help from a doctor or medicine or even any family members.
Now, as far as taking Klonopin - I take .5 - 1 mg. No more than that. And these are 2 mg pills. I generally don't like taking them - I had taken them a few times before partying with my older brother (years ago) and didn't like it. I didn't like that they made me so tired. This is like 9 almost 10 years later, and I'm sorry, but I -do- have a lot of stress in my life. I know I blog about some things, but there's a lot more that I have to deal with and worry about than what people realize and the majority of what I have to deal with, I internalize. It may sound like I'm just making up excuses to y'all, but I'm not.
Yes, this is Jay's rx - he no longer takes them because his doctor put him on something else. I told him that I'd taken just a 1/2 mg or so, to see, and it did help me a lot. He's a combat medic (a corporal, at that), and is super paranoid about anything that kind of thing, but even -he- agreed that I need to keep taking them at the dosage I'm taking. Just never when I'm drinking, 'cuz that's dangerous. I know very well how dangerous Benzos can be.
All I'm saying it that no, I don't have a problem. I promise. And I hope that helped y'all understand a little bit better. I appreciate the concern all the same and I love you guys. Just know that it's not something I'm abusing at all and I'm being extremely careful with it.
Since that's all settled... is the slumber party still on?
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YES! I propose we all get on some kind of messenger one night and have a major chat fest.
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WAIT WAIT WAIT.
Is my love your drug? I need to know.
I could possibly conceivably be persuaded into something of the sort.
As for your question...
I DO have a beard though. If that's any consolation.
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I decree that we should all be on some kind of messenger and chat it up like crazy. Who knows what might come out of it. Whatever you feel like doing, I will join in ^_^
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SLUMBER PARTY AHORA!
H.A. - you know you want it. lol it'd be epic as ****kkkkk
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ok here. god. Since y'all twisted my -effing- arm.......
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You and my daughter both.
Damn kid knows all the words to "Die Young".. She was singing it and I was like "wait. WHAT!?" and of course, she's all "My fav part mom! Wild child gettin' wild!" or whatever. Major facepalm.
I told my sister about her saying that she's bossy (my sister) and she goes "Uh yeah. I have to boss her around. Otherwise, seh'd be at the club dancing to Ke$ha! (omg she's -not- a good dancer)" ...
My sister's a beesh. lol
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Uh yeah. I agree. He was all tryna Skype last night on FB and I was like "NO WAY! You just wanna see my gainormous knockers!"
I kid, I kid.
I wouldn't mind seeing some nice knockers. My badass sexy beard for nice boobies. pix4pix
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if only i was less lazy/had everyones skype info so i could add us all to a crazy tff chat on there so we could all make fun of each other and show off our respective genitalia....
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Glad to know I'm not the only one whose done that here before... not doing any of that stuff again hahaha
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Whatever Pete. You know you want to. lmao.....
IDK my skype. I know my Msn. Or maybe I don't have a skype account. Who knows?
How hilarious would it be to attempt to play strip poker via skype? We'd all cheat and be nekkid in like 5 minutes.
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BTDubs - I've never done that. mmmmhhhhmmm
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You would.
You bitches.
Are crazy.
Invite me to your parties.
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I -am- the party.
Just bring that sezzy ass Zebra get up and we good to go. I think you and Polk or Peter would make great mates in it. HA!
It just isn't a party until somebody is dressed like the ass end of an animal.
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Yeah, um, I don't need to see other people's genitalia, or anything else for that matter, but I wouldn't mind having a crazy ass convo with all of y'all on Skype or whatever. I am too respectful of other people for that, and I have a girlfriend who I am 100% loyal to, so no thanks.
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The ass end of a Zebra, no less.
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Errbody loves boobies. Whether they belong to the gf or not. Boobies are boobies.
This is true, but I am who I am ^_^
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Alisyn likes gentiles. She is a good first century Christian.
Yerp. THAT made me Lol.
I'm loyal to my lady as well. As such, I control my actions. I however can't be held responsible for the wavelengths of EM radiation that enter my eyes and get interpreted as specific images, so I mean if I see another woman's boobs, it's really not my fault, it's the EM spectrum's and the way light bounces off shit and enters my eyes and all. Damn physics.
For Our Lord Sheogorath, without Whom all Thought would be linear and all Feeling would be fleeting. Blessed are the Madmen, for they hold the keys to secret knowledge. Blessed are the Phobic, always wary of that which would do them harm. Blessed are the Obsessed, for their courses are clear. Blessed are the Addicts, may they quench the thirst that never ebbs. Blessed are the Murderous, for they have found beauty in the grotesque. Blessed are the Firelovers, for their hearts are always warm. Blessed are the Artists, for in their hands the impossible is made real. Blessed are the Musicians, for in their ears they hear the music of the soul. Blessed are the Sleepless, as they bask in wakeful dreaming. Blessed are the Paranoid, ever-watchful for our enemies. Blessed are the Visionaries, for their eyes see what might be. Blessed are the Painlovers, for in their suffering, we grow stronger. Blessed is the Madgod, who tricks us when we are foolish, punishes us when we are wrong, tortures us when we are unmindful, and loves us in our imperfection.
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