When have you ever felt:

Nervous

I don't feel nervous often, but the last time I properly did was just before boarding a plane to Glasgow in Alicante Airport, Spain. I knew I was going to spaz, I knew I was running pointless death stats over in my head, I knew the diazepam wasn't working.

Sad

My dad told me lately that he started smoking when he was 22, because that was when he realised he'd never be a footballer. It was, and is, his dream, and hearing him say it made me very sad inside.

Angry

Yesterday. Fight with one of my friends over how her boyfriend acts. It's sorted now, but I was ****ing raaaaging, let me tell you. She was too though, it was pretty funny, in hindsight. I spent most of 2005 and 2006 being angry with The System and My Parents, though. But not now.

Joyful

Was filled with joy today, as I completed my last French exam on a hell of a tequila hangover. Woke up this morning at half past eight, downing water like God knows what, and wrote seven minutes of bumff to speak about in the space of a mere 2 hours. Ran to uni, met the Czech guy I was paired with, and we performed our Speaking Exam with aplomb. Only one minor ****up, which was me saying, 'Aye, aye, bien sur!' instead of 'Oui, oui'. I know it's carnal sin to speak English, but they didn't say shit about Glaswegian. Last french of the year. I'm freeeeeee! Hugged Jaroslav and we went off to bask in our separate freedoms.

Romantic

I feel romantic whenever Evan comes here to my flat. It's just so nice. My lamplight's soft, and it's so nice to be in the same room again. Makes me smile.



Evil

Last night, while dreaming of ways to destroy my friend after our argument. I've never felt evil really, except towards my dad and old school when in the mood.

Embarrased

All the bloody time. Most recent was today, when I tripped on a flagstone surrounded by people, and burned my forehead with my cigarette with my flailing arms whilst trying my best not to fall over. I do crap like that all the time.