I only have half lucidity.
Lucid dreams is understanding fully that you are dreaming, in which you can control your dreams.

I can't get the final concept down.
While I dream, I can understand that I don't get hurt, and if something isn't right, I change the dream literally, but I can't focus on the fact sayingg, "this is a dream."
Now, reason why I want these dreams, though I am a virgin, is not what you may think, I would basically live a second life, picking up every time I sleep.

A fantasy world. My own Final Fantasy, and then maybe the next week I would live in Silent hill. Why? Don't ask, I like the feeling of needing somebody, literally lonely feeling.