No.

I don't even get to go home and be with my family this year. My dad hung up on me and refuses to speak to me now because he's so upset.

I'm not even bothering with a tree. Christmas is depressing enough now with the anniversaries of my mom's and aunt's deaths being so close to the holiday and it's just a hassle I don't feel like dealing with and a bunch of other BS I'm having to deal with.

This isn't a very good month in general for me. My plan is to just stay shitfaced as much as possible at this point.