I'm not going to be quoting parts of your post and deconstructing sentences, Heartless Angel. Because this isn't the place and because I just can't understand what is wrong with you if you think it was selfish of me to want my grandda to stay alive.

In fact, I'm absolutely disgusted by you. Do you think I was happy watching his condition deteriorate? I was relieved that he wouldn't need to go through any more pain when he died. But that doesn't mean I would actively choose to end his being.

Now, on principle I'm not going to participate any further in this topic, because I never thought I would encounter somebody as insensitive as you. These comments have hurt me and last night I was considering leaving the forum because of them. But you can't blame a forum for it's users, the same as you can't possibly judge another person without being in their situation.