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Coming up to my last week here alone.

Ive actually cooked a few meals for myself now. Like.. proper meals instead of just heating up frozen food or simplicities like sausages or whatever. People dont believe me when i say i can cook. Though i almost always take the lesser role in cooking when i do with others, i dont lack the ability. I do lack confidence in cooking with others though. My sense of taste isnt exactly similar to that of others... Or at least those that i know. When ...

I apologize for not posting an entry yesterday. My modem was dead when I woke up Wednesday morning. The poor thing. It had a long life, and outlived two computers. I called the phone company and they shipped a new one out. They said it would arrive at the end of the day on Friday, but it arrived today! They must really like receiving money from me each month. Along with the modem, they sent me three new line conditioners and a whole new set of cords. I already had an extra line conditioner, ...

I can't deal with this bs.

Dude is in the Army , right. And he hates it.

Ok fine, you hate it, but it's still you're f***ing -job-. You still have to do it and you're stuck anyway, so you might as well freaking do the ish -right-.

Does he? Nope. He uses every excuse he can to get out of working - extends doctor's appointments, makes -up- doctor's appts. He even used my appt for my abortion as an excuse to get out of work and I didn't even -want- him ...

People try and do whatever it is you are doing. Yes, imitation is the highest form of flattery, but I still think it's sad that they are doing it to just take attention of yourself. Because sometimes the other person does it badly and makes the audience (for lack of a better word) have a bad impression of what the original person does and does right.

Anyway...

Today I woke up at the normal time and left at the normal time to go to the office. There was a chance of ...

I'm still stuck with this thing. I found out while on vacation that my three month check-up pap came back abnormal again. So today, I had another colposcopy/biopsy. You'd think it wouldn't be as big of a deal the second time. Actually, I'm pretty sure it hurt worse. It didn't help that she got into the cervical canal, and then did ANOTHER biopsy further down.... it felt bigger than the last piece she took... it hurt a lot. I felt my legs start to tremble near the end and was afraid I'd start panicking ...