Quote Originally Posted by Selcopa View Post
Short post ive got class in 15 minutes, ill make a longer one later,

Odin your disregard for life is much more of a psychological disorder compared to being bullied, maybe being bullied enhanced it, but thats like saying video games caused someone to kill a person, no, they had huge problems, video games might have given them a method or direction, but they had problems. Regardless either you need professional therapy, or you are exaggerating, its quite a big difference to say you'd have problem killing, and actually doing it.

"We weren't taught to stick up for yourself?" please its simple fight or flight, and if flight wasnt being very successful, shoulda tried fighting imo.

You can infact fight back vs 3-5 guys or whatever, you'll get your ass kicked, but you can fight back.
No, I am schizotypal because of those events had a dramatic effect on my life. Think about it like this. For about 4-6 years, I didn't want to go to school because of them, I didn't do good at school because that would have gave me more problems from them, so the teachers got on my case, knowing they picked on me. They didn't care about me, so I in turn didn't care about anybody because I found little to no help. That is what my psych said, I don't really believe it but I'll go with it. And now apparently, I like power because I felt inferior in those days.
You are loosing massive credibility, as saying those events didn't cause my personality disorder.
Tried fighting? Are you serious guy? If you didn't know how to fight, and probably would have lost against one, would you fight against more than 3? No, that is fallacy seriously. What would have getting my ass whipped shown? That I can't fight... >.>
I did punch somebody in the mouth, but did more damage to my knuckle...>.>
Did it change anything? Nope. Not until my personality disorder got in full drive did drastic changes occur.