When you lose or predict to lose more then intended...
Sigh... I guess it's really a question of how much you intend to risk. Sometimes you only have the option to risk everything for nothing...

That's why I don't like making such harsh decision, even though I sometimes have to.
I wish...... I wish the world had more clear cut answers to the paths you can take. If you could always do what is right and what is needed always with the same decision........ Yeah... If only... Right Celt?

I thought about that theory several times.
And like you said, the only problem is following the paths through the dense fog of life.

I think the best way is to reflect on the past, trying not to make the same mistakes of yourself and others. Not just the surface mistakes, the ideological mistakes of the past too.

Yet, it still doesn't give enough assurance for my liking of the future. I guess every little bit helps though...




I see three paths that I can take.

A continuation of current society with the world staying how it is for a long time...

Or a massive change in society, reformatting everything, even basic human thought pattern... an openness of all minds at once.... it's for the greater good beyond simple thinking, but it's still risks too much if it fails and succeeds...

Or let the world act on its own, without my interference, taking which ever path it takes.


I just don't know...