Who dies first?

[Rowan]

I was pondering the terrible thought of old age with my partner, in the sense that one of us has to die first. If there was a choice, I dont know what Id want to happen. If she goes first, I live out the rest of my days in mourning of the women I spent the majority of my life with, alone and cold in some nursing home. Just waiting for death. On the other hand, If I died first I could avoid all of that, but I leave her with the same burden.

If you had a choice, would you save your partner the pain of leaving her by allowing her to die first, or vise versa?


edit: can one of the mods fix my lightbulb?

edit edit: and you can fix the title? its meant to be dies. Man, not having a good day today, no sir.