Well I'm getting married October 25 and let me say I have been looking for a way to back out for almost a year now. It scares the crap out of me. We have been together for 13 years so not like I just met the guy. Yes I love him, it's just the idea behind marriage that freaks me out. I think it would be easier if we went to Vegas, I got loaded on Jager had Elvis marry us. His family hates me and I guess that has me worried. His mom and grandmother hate me because I don't want kids and they want grandchildren. Also that I'm not taking his name really pisses them off. I will be 30 this year and I am very attached to my name. I'm not a traditional person. I don't cling to traditions or worn out beliefs. Maybe that is why I am using One Wing Angel instead of the wedding march. Can't wait to see his families face when that thing starts playing.