Chez Daja
Genocide Unfolds, I Forgive All

Do you live in London?

WHERE ARE YOU?????

I miss you.

You're aliiiiive! =D

Thank you for the compliment =]

Ahahaha. I'll work on it. Miss yoooouuu.

The multiple choice thingy also went better than it has ever gone.

And I don't know if you find all this literary shit interesting, but it feels good to vent.

Hm. I've learned that just nodding and saying what my dad wants to hear is best.

I think my girlfriend is starting to understand that I'm really not ok.

She said a couple of days ago "I know you're not happy". Not out of the blue, though. It was during a decent conversation and all.

And last night I left a snippet from a Bob Dylan song on my desk. This morning she found it, and she started asking if I was ok and all. Later she texted me if I was ok, because she was having some unpleasant thoughts.

Today's exam went alright. Better than I'd hoped. It's so random. You study the literary history of Europe from 600 BC until now, but obviously there's only a couple of things she asks on the exam out of all that stuff.

Turns out it was Shakespeare's Hamlet (right on), Vergilius' Aeneis (right oooooon!!! cause I had already studied this toroughly when I studied Latin in High School) and (darn) Dostojewski's Crim & Punishment.

The big essay question was describing and comparing Renaissance, Enlightenment, Realism and Postmodernism, which was harder than I usually find essay questions to be. I rock at 'explaining' things like that.

Nothing bad has really happened to me.

It's more a natural susceptibleness (?) to being depressed combined with lots of shit.

I've been depressed on and off for about a year and a half now.

I'm just tired of my parents never supporting me, my dad súddenly being nice but nontheless still threatening to use 'physical violence' if I don't pass, me not knowing where to go in my life, feeling guilty for feeling depressed (ironically) and for not passing my exams for two years now.

Sick of everything really.

Did you get any nice presents? Fancy $60,000 jewelry or whatever? If you did, beware of robbers... Hahaha...

Well, you did stick up for me in a few threads. So I'm grateful for those times. Like this one: "You're not in the wrong for editting, in fact, you elaborated your thread beginnings like I mentioned. Excellent job, old chap."

She
Is
Alive!

I've been up to being depressed, playing the guitar and studying.

That's pretty much all. O_o

I've got my European Lit exam tomorrow. I don't think I'll get much sleep. Or any really...

I like European Lit but studying your ass off will always be, well, studying your ass off.

At least you get a party. My family is far too lazy to ever throw one. Birthdays feel just like normal days for me, with the exception that people are giving me stuff without me asking.

But you were helping me out a ton, too. Don't forget that.

Sure, of course. =] Did you have a blast? Eat lots of cake?

By the way, you remember a member by the name of "Thief" here a year ago, right?

You're welcome. ^^ I hope everything went well for you.

No problem. So, How have you been lately?