I guess it would be a little difficult to celebrate christmas in your situation. Hell, we get it shoved down our throats from fall through most of winter, but I sometimes forget there are places in the world where its considered bad form to even mention it, let alone try to have anything to do with it.
I hope that you'll be able to enjoy it again soon Neko, even if it's not as grand as your memories.
Hmm....I know I'm getting too old. No festivls really inspire me to much more than strong drink anymore. For all the pumpkin carving, tree decorating, fireworks, and feasting....at the end of the day every celebration seems to come back to some alchoholic beverage for me. (not that this is a bad thing, its just different) It's something that makes me want children though...so that I can see what was lost from the other side, see if I can find out whats missing. It's probably just the disillusionment of knowing that personal responsibility means one slip and you're likely going to be royally screwed by a world that cares for little aside from sex and money.
I'm bringing myself down so I'll stop here.
Not much time left, till a lot of things. But you don't give up...you never give up.
(Unrelated, does anyone else think that Frankenstein was a *****? Not the monster, but the scientist himself. I think its just the way Shelly writes him. I can see why she didn't go on to do that many other books.)
Happy Belated Behemoth
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