Well, before I answer the three questions I just want to say that I LOVE Philosophic discussions... did I mispell something?... I don't know O_o
Anyway, I LOVE to investigate other religions, beliefs, etc... ^_^
1. What do you believe happens after death?
I REALLY have no idea, no grasp on any possibilities or information on the truth, nobody does; not even the people who have "crossed over" but have come back. I don't know, but I will find out I suppose, unless death is trully the end, then I won't find out, I'll just be... gone. But thinking about just being gone forever is too much for anybody to ever comprehend- sure there are those people out there who say that they have no problem with knowing that death is the end and when we die, we die, but they really don't understand. You can't imagine a world without yourself in it, because to you your perception is what makes the world, and without your utter perception of reality, there IS no world, so in all technical aspects, if death is the END, then the world ends when you do. Which goes into the whole discussion about "is there really a world or are we the only humans, just me, and everyone/thing else is a dream." Which was a hot topic in my philosophy class last semester. How can you possibly prove that there is a world and you're not just dreaming? How can you possibly prove that you are even real and you yourself aren't a dream? There IS no way, what you feel can just be information given to you, etc.. I've spent many hundreds of nights dwelling upon this, but I've come to the conclusion that I just don't care anymore. Isn't it funny that putting SO much time into thought and SO much energy, and the end conclusion to such calculative thought is the same state that an ignorant person lives in- that you can't change it so why try? Perhaps ignorance REALLY is bliss....
holy shit, anyway, after life I don't know what comes, but there's no way to ever know until it happens. Something tells me though, whether it's a truth that is just known within my mind, or just the strong hope that fuels my life, that there is something after this life we lead, there must be. It just can't end, I can't handle that, there must be something.
2. Do you or do you not have fear of dying?
This is hard for me to answer, because I do, but I don't [as my bf always says, lol.] I'm so pitifully scared of dying, I fear it more than the most intense pain searing on this flesh because the pain is real, it lets me know I'm alive, but death is null of all light, or that's what we're told by our minds to think... unless you believe in a structured Heaven or Hell... which I don't understand. Nothing in this chaotic world we live in now has structure, nothing is set in stone and safe- why would death be any different? It sounds like SUCH a fairytale, be a good person and after you die everything is warm and nice and nothing is bad... please, nobody take this personally, this is not an attack on you but... to ME, when people believe just that, it's so sad and depressing. I want them to be more prepared for life, and death, or... I really don't know, it's just sad. It seems to immature to have that mind-set... maybe they're the right ones and I'm wrong, trully though I HOPE that's the case, I really do wish for that over anything else. I want to be proven 100% wrong and I will happily with tears in my eyes admit that I was wrong... but the idea of Heaven seems so easy and simple, it's almost childish to hope for such comfort.
On the other hand I don't fear it because I can't change it, simpley. I LOVE that prayer people say, "Please God, grant me the serenity to accept things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference." Without the "God" part, I live by those words. I LOVE that prayer, it's so amazingly powerful. I wish everyone took those words to heart.
3. If anything, do you believe that we're all here for a certain reason?
I hope we are, I really do. Everyone wants a purpose to be here, everyone wants a reaosn to be alive; but I really don't think we do have a purpose. I think we were spontaneous and random, perhaps an accident or just a miracle- I think we are the universes accident children, but we're beautiful either way. Time is precious whether we were an accident or intentional creations; and I refuse to give my precious time to anyone who will do away with it as if it were eternal.
I'm sorry for anyone who read this whole thing because my words are jumbled and crushed together and probably make little sense, I'm just really in a very deep state of mind right now and when I read these question it just really got me thinking; when I think, bad things happen.
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