Originally Posted by
Spooniest
Let me stop you right there, LANA.
I'm going to give the benefit of the doubt that you are neither a troll or even that you are attempting to make your prosely-bot pass the Turing Test. Let's say you are a real person, honestly and from the goodness of your heart, trying to edify and uplift my spirit. (You do remind me very much of a piano-playing Jesus Freak whom I was once married to, though, just so you know.)
Understand that the human being you are speaking with is 100% broke, homeless and sleeping in his car at a Rest Area as he types this. I have read the Bible back to front. It is what I was raised by my biological parents who stayed together until my mother's death to believe was the unquestionable word of God given to humans by divine inspiration.
Right now, I could spit on it.
We, as humans, reside on a planet that has the various cultures set up in such a way that anyone who A. lives as it says to in the Bible, and B. was not handed oodles of monetary wealth from the day they were born, therefore C. Is treated by the sitting powers of this world as simple disposable material to pay for their new Lexus or their next botox treatment. In this world, of 2018, those who humble themselves GET THE BLOODY SHIT KICKED OUT OF THEM AND DUMPED IN A MASS GRAVE.
Now if you have 5,000 dollars you'd like to send me immediately, then I will concede that God is good and that there may be something to Christianity after all. But I have grown up in this faith and have been utterly raked across the coals with suffering as shitfaced rappers and glad handing A&R people with smiles like ravenous wolves have COMPLETELY FUCKED MY CAREER AND LAUGHED ALL THE WAY TO THE BANK.
In short, I don't fucking want to hear that God loves me and cares about my wellbeing right now. Evidence piled up right in front of my face is pointing straight at the answer "No."
Now are you a troll, or can you produce an original, intelligently thought out viewpoint in response to my thoughts? Don't have a mind to rereading scriptures I have memorized at the moment.
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