okay... What do ya wanna talk about now?
Just stop! It's fine, okay?
Uh oh... Time to change the topic before u get angry and sad again... Why do i always do this!!? GRR!!!
I don't like drugs. In fact, my brother's are dealers... ARGH...
i had freinds who could get some... But that doesnt matter... Im clean kyle! I got off the stuff a few months ago and i was just confused and hopeless at the time... Plz, trust me when i say this, i am not a junkie! I am not addicted, Im clean.
Where do heck do you get coke in Fleetwood. I mean, my mum was there just 2 days ago because she drove from Blackpool to do that. How can you say you're not addicted again? That's like saying that I don't have food poisoning after l ate something off...
because i lost control of my emotion and i lost control of my actions because i was scared of losing u... I found the stash of coke of mine that was meant to be taken by now and then i think i banged my head on something because i have a bump on the back of my head... And dont worry... Im not addicted again.
I'm guessing you injected something? A drug or something. I know what chasing the dragon is but... Why?
u sound confuse... Do u not catch my drift?
I'm sorry?
I dont thou, i was so foolish... I did something that im going to regret last night because i thought that i would of lost u as a freind, but... it felt so good... Feeling my cold blood on my skin and feeling that happy and high after chasing that favourite dragon of mine...
I couldn't sleep... Heh... I was worried about you and I just couldn't sleep. My maths exam was extremely hard because I couldn't keep my eyes open. I think I've done really badly but I can't be sure. It's not your fault though. It's okay. I hope you're feeling better, to be honest.
heya kyle *she forces a smile onto her miserable face, and the frowns again* im so sorry... About everything i said yesterday... I dont know how i can make it up to u or how i can forgive myself... For upseting u and for stressing u out and getting others involed... I didnt know that u had exams 2day... I hope u can forgive...
i will make a promise that I will try to change... To live in a more cheerful way... Hoping its enough to make u happy... I will try no matter how hard my disability makes it... Because i dont want u to be angry or sad because of me... And i dont want to be alone in a world full of fakers... I'll try to forget the bad memorys that make me miserable... I do anything to stay as ur freind and to make u happy... Good night kyle...
i have to go now... Battery on my phone is going... I just veiwed ur conversation with fate... Am i really a problem!? Because if u want i could just disappear from ur life forever but i dont want to because u my only freind... Im just confused of what to do? Leave u and hope to make u happy but yet make me sad... Or bug u forever with my problems and not be alone in this cruel world... I think i know whats best but i dont want to do it... I'll decide on what to do thats best 4 both of us...
