Aye, it's missing from the eyes of most now. My response still remains amusing even without yours to bounce off of. I can't believe I managed to put that together quickly enough.
See you chimed in there very quickly before I deleted the post, ha. I thought I might have been a little too disrespectful even though I was kidding around. It is deleted isn't it??
I agree that time doesn't exist, and that it is a concept. If one can dismiss the existence of time, so many things make sense. A few things I've learned about the universe, is that everything around us is constantly (slowly but surely) moving away from us. I think it was described as "dark energy" and the person who proved this was given one of those prestigious awards. Not sure if it was the nobel prize, but it was something very nice. He explained how the universe is slowly moving away from us, and that in time, we will be even more alone than we are now. Also, how does gravity work? How is it created? I think that is probably one of the more important mysteries of the universe. I tried researching it a few times and found absolutley nothing. I imagine it would be hard losing someone who youd been with for such a long time. 3 years is a long time. Experiences like that make us stronger though. Hopefully your maintain your health, accident-prone or not, haha.
Dejavu (I don't remember which piece has the accent) exists for a reason. I feel that time is either cyclical or rubberbanding. Either the big bang happens repeatedly (Futurama-style, like that episode where they can only move forward in their time machine because they never figured out how to go backward) OR it stretches out and comes back together, like the force from the big bang pushed everything out, but then gravity takes over and rewinds everything until it repeats. Less likely, since I don't know how exploded planets would suddenly reform and move backward in time, but we don't REALLY know. Time is not linear - it's more of a concept. As far as the other part of your question; no heart problems in the family - not even high blood pressure myself - but it was a lot of stress back in the day. I've learned how to deflect pretty much everything at this point so I don't end up in that situation again. For example, when my ex of three years left me back in March, I was only torn up about it for about a week. Sure, I wasn't quite back to my "normal" self for about a month total, but I was over the event itself pretty quickly. Dwelling on it doesn't fix it, and it only adds stress. So, accept the change and move on. I've been much healthier since then. Well, still accident-prone, but that doesn't count.
Do you have a history of heart problems in your family? I didnt realise heart attacks in younger people, I'm assuming you're late 20's to early 30's. Who knows if you would have stayed in that state of gey if it had of lasted any longer, perhaps your concioussness might have shifted to another body or something, thats kinda what I believe but not tend to express it because it kinda goes against what im most adamant about. I'ts just a really strong feeling I have about death, I can't explain why other than the fact that me being alive right now, my conciousness right now, cannot be a one time only thing. Anyway, I hope your condition has improved since. HYave you taken any measures to ensure better health for your heart?
Heart attack. Was pronounced dead. Decided to wake up four minutes later. Felt like an eternity. Like, serious, if Limbo/Purgatory existed, that had to be it. It wasn't a feeling of nothingness, but it wasn't a feeling of warmth or anything else for that matter. It was purely neutral. That's why I described it as gray. Like... if every one of your senses could experience the truest, most neutral of grays, that's what it was. It's really hard to describe the feeling. No light at the end of the tunnel, no darkness, nothing like that. It was very strange.
What happened to you for you to be dead for a minutes? some people have claimed to be dead and gone to heaven and come back, theres still no real way of seperating peoples experiences into something that we can know as truth. I bet whatever happened to you, was pretty frightening though.
To follow up with what I wrote in your reputation comment, I don't typically post things like that in threads like those because of the hugely controversial nature of how people factor religion into things like death - but there's my take, coming from someone who was clinically dead for a handful of minutes once upon a time.
Oh! Then I apologize for missing the report (and wonder why everyone else did as well) :3
I actually did that, link sugguested I should. That was probably 3 weeks ago now. Thanks for deleting it, I regret posting that thread. Almost 16k views though... brought some nice traffic to the forums i bet.
Future reference, quicker way to get the attention (since I'll be the first to admit that we don't actually read every thread) would be to report one of your own posts in order to better draw our attention. That said, problem resolved.
Well, you received one in February but that was revoked the next day, so make of that what you will.
thanks for fixing it. Warning free in.. how long has it been?
Interesting. I'll see what I can do to fix that.
hey bud, was wondering if you could check out this warning that doesnt seem to be dissapearing from my name. Link says it shouldnt be there. cheers.