Oh, creating jobs is always good. xP They should try that everywhere. Although of course you won't earn much for such work (, will you? oo). Ohooo~ you know Dream Theater *_* So perhaps I can give you a song and after listening to it you'll be a fan. xP I'll convince you that DT is one of the best bands on earth! ^^ As I like every song of them, it's free for you to decide. ^^ One day, when we meet, let's sing a duet~ x3 We just want him to pretend to play bass. x3" Depending on who will sponsor a band for us (XD), a friend or me will show him how to play. But we've had many who said that they played guitar. And if you know how to play guitar... bass is pretty easy. ^^ Hm, it would be great to see the movie. =D Perhaps you could upload it somewhere, I think it's too big to send it via e-mail. ^^" I found 3 mistakes... I don't know where they were, they were really really minor. One was a typing error and one was the Shara-thing. I don't know where the other two were... Perhaps I'll find it again somewhere. ^^" Hmm... now I want to read on. <..<" Great job, mister. I wanna know what happens to the Phantom Fox and what he'll do. >_o I read on yesterday, but as I've already been too tired for everything, I nearly fell asleep while reading. XD" I just read that there'll be a hawk now... That's the only thing I remember .,." But I was quite happy that I managed to read 50+ pages so far. Normally I'm not that fast. ^^" Great mind...? Ah, well, I don't believe I am one. xD And after reading your journal I don't think you are that arrogant, either. I wanted to write something to you about that... But I just didn't know what I could write. .,. I... just like you the way you are. .,. About that religious stuff... ah, well, that's the point where I didn't know what to think. XD" You seem to be quite religious, so I have no idea what you're thinking/feeling. :/ Yep, my mom had a good reason to be at the hospital. It was when my brother had to stay there for.. a few weeks. The doctors were trying to find out why my brother always had a terrible pain in his wrist. They really needed MONTHS to finally know it. ~..~" (Rheumatism... imagine, my brother was only 20 when they found that out... That was a shock. .,.") It wasn't only the fault of the kid, or even the parents. (Which weren't there, it was a group of kids x3") It was mine, too. Every day when I drive past that place I think: "Hell, how could you possible NOT see that kid?!" XD" Perhaps I'll show you someday, it's difficult to explain how everything looked. ^^" Btw. I hope you didn't miss me yesterday. <_<" Sunday evening I spontaneously decided to move to my sister's house for the rest of the month. That's because of work, of course, as my sister lives in the city (I only need 15-20 minutes now instead of 40-45 xD") and because I registered at the university yesterday. >3~ (15 minutes BY BIKE to the university x3") Aaand then, yesterday, I didn't have time to get internet. The boyfriend of my sister's had to do something about it today. (I took my computer with me, so he just needed to... install it, I think. I don't know what he did, exactly. xD) Never mind about what you said about my driving skills. x3" I know that I'm not perfect at driving and I already thought that it was a joke, yet I was a bit... pissed off. XD This again needs a bit of explanation: I think I'm a perfect driver these days. ~..~ I have no problems driving through the streets, finding my way and even changing lanes (I think I mentioned that I had many problems with that ^^"). I even figured out today how to let someone change lanes. XD It seems I now see when someone signals and wants to change. <_<" I was too polite today... Just wait a few days.. then I'll surely cry again because something happened XD Believe me, I already told my boss what to do. XD" Once I said to her that we should do work the way I want to, because of... ah, you can surely imagine.. I had my own system. xD And after listening to me she decided that we did it my way. >3 I must admit, today was the only day when I finally saw her as my boss. That was when some other guy showed up (one we're working for, obviously) and my boss asked me something about the work. I answered her as if I were her loyal servant. ^^"" It's just as you said: I just do it when I think it's worth all the trouble. Like one guy at work. I ignore him now, just because he's not worth any of my anger. Hmm... so why would a gift be an "overkill"? Oo I don't know if I should write a message today. ^^" I think I can also pay her a visit someday... I think I'll need about 30 minutes if I go by bike. xP Hah, I finally beat Ultimecia! >_< In the next few days I'll probably write a review about the whole game, so I'll spare you the details of my long, long fight XD So... now there's nothing more... except your pm... *takes a deep breath* Oh well, no way out, right? .,. I'll write in the pm what I mean by that XD" Anyhoo, Your Rat
I really have no idea why it's illegal to pump your own gas in Oregon. You can put the thing in, take it out, but you can't start it yourself. I think it is to create jobs, maybe. I dunno. I haven't actually listened to much Dream Theater, I must confess (although I've thought of buying an album of theirs.) Just name a bunch of songs, and maybe I will know one, ha. Or, whatever. Hm. Does the roll require the person to be able to actually play an instrument, or just pretend to? You should coach the person who gets the roll, as a musician, yourself No, there isn't really a way to watch it online. I sorry. I should get my brother to send you a copy, or something. *nod* that's the right perspective on your writing, lady. I'm glad you feel that way. You should send me that story via e-mail or something, and I'll tell you what I think. Also, feel free to point out any mistakes I've made in my story, if you can remember specific mistakes like "Shara." And I figured Shari would be that kind of character; she started going that way right after I introduced her, heh. I wasn't actually expecting her to turn out that way initially. She was gonna actually be a mature, non-annoying character, but that didn't work out. And once again, I'm glad you like the Phantom Fox so much. Although I wonder if he will turn out as you expect him to... I'm glad that you haven't come across many characters like him that other authors have written, btw. Except for yourself. Great minds think alike, eh Why did you have to drive to the hospital? Your mom was there for some reason? It's good no one was hurt, though, although you sound like you could have used some consoling after that. Take solace in the fact that it wasn't your fault in the slightest. Parents need to keep better track of their kids, or teach them to not be dumb! You're a very nice person for being bothered that much, though. When that kid rode right out in front of me, I was just pissed off for a little while, heh. I also appreciate your concern on my behalf, and hope the same never happens to you, either. I'm much more careful now, so it shouldn't happen again. At least not where I'm at fault. (Also, if it wasn't clear before, I was just teasing you about your driving. After I thought a little about how you reacted, I felt kinda like a jerk; I probably should've put a smiley with my comments to make it clear. Sorry, lady! ) Hey; I answer my boss back when he's wrong; I glared at him as I walked to him down the hallway the other day when he apologized to me for something (and that probably had something to do with it, heh.) No, stick up for yourself against anybody; even if it's your boss, if you feel it's worth it. Nah, I'm thinking that the more you work, the more experience you have, and maybe also the more will you will have to keep on keepin' on for as long as you need to. I dunno. I wouldn't necessarily say you need to give your friend a gift; you could just say you're sorry, and that you forgot. It's understandable. Giving your friend a gift may be a little overkill. Maybe a little something, like a card or a handwritten note, but not too much. Yeah, you get that bitch! She deserves to be got! Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Work is building your character? o.o Erm.. okay. I think that I now understand how things are working. .-." Like: Your boss is the one who tells you what to do, don't ever dare to answer him back. Also, there are persons who only work in an office all day long, yet they have the right to tell the workers how to do things, although they've never worked in another place. -_-" Also... don't hit me for this one, but... a working place with only women is terrible. XD But I knew that before. So, could you perhaps help me out a bit? Yesterday I really was an asshole. I was called by a friend Friday evening and she told me to write her a message as soon as I knew if I'd go to a party with her on Saturday evening. Guess what happened. I totally forgot to write to her. :/ I tend to forget many things lately. <_<" I also forgot that an old friend who moved to another cities (faaar away) said that she's gonna be in my city again. She wanted to meet me (and all the other friends ^^), but I forgot that... -.- So yesterday I got a message on my cell phone which said: "Thank you for the message." It was from the friend I mentioned. :/ Now I really feel bad because I haven't written to her. .,. What should I do? Do you think I should visit her and give her a gift to say that I'm sorry? .,. So now I have to kick Ultimecia's ass. <_< I'm finally going to finish off that b*tch <_<""" Damn, this message is too long Anyhoo~ Your Rat
W-Whut? ôô" Why's it illegal to pump gas into your car by yourself? Oo" (If you don't want to explain... give me the state law of Oregon xD) Hehe, Corporal Punishment is just great. x3~ (I somehow get the feeling that I don't really know what to say today... my head seems to be too empty XD) Are there any bands you like that I could also like? xP I don't really know what you're listening to. ^^" So I've no idea what you could sing. .-." So, saturday's over, so we now have... our lead!!! =D I'm quite happy that it turned out like that. He was a really good actor. :3 Another one also showed up, so there was only one missing (and I had the feeling he wasn't really interested in our project, but well...). Now we've got 2 of 3 male roles... one's still left because there hasn't been anyone who was capable of playing that role... (It must be very difficult to play a musician. xD) Unfortunately, I didn't spot you in the trailer, although I've watched it a second time. .,." By the way... is there any way to watch the movie? xP After seeing the trailer I'd really like to watch it. xD I won't get discouraged. ^^ I know that I'm not perfect at writing. Perhaps I sounded like I was sad when I wrote it... but you know, it's always like this: Something bad happens, I'm sad for a while, and after sleeping for one night I get better. x3" Besides, I've got more serious problems than writing contests. I also don't want to be famous, I just want to see if people like my writing. (And of course I want to spread my message xP) I sent in an other story. I write many, many short stories and it had to be about... erm... I think the topic was simply "15 minutes". ^^ I wrote about a kind of adventure but... eheheh, it was mostly about war. xP I suppose that they didn't see this point, because it was well hidden, but my message HAD TO BE in there. I can't write stories without any message. ^^" I like your point of view. When I was 17, I thought my writing was perfect. Since then, it got worse - or so I think. I came to the point when I really thought I was good enough, because I only got positive feedbacks and such. But then I realized that I wasn't good at all. XD" I then also thought that I couldn't ever be perfect at writing. I'll always make mistakes. And I surely won't ever publish a book as easy as I thought it would be. xD Btw. I've read chapter... 4 to 6 yesterday when I was in the train. ^^ So there are a few things I have to mention... I've already found 3 typing mistakes (yeah, I know, that's annoying, but I notice something like that easily -.-") and one was really really funny. XD I had to read that sentence again to know what you really meant. I think you wrote "Shara" instead of "Shari". And I thought: "WTF?! Where did this character come from?!" XD Btw. I don't like Shari. I silently prayed that the Phantom Fox would kill her.. but he didn't. T_T" I think she'll join the party now, so perhaps I'll grow to liking her at last... but so far.. I don't like her. ^^" Oh and the thing about the goggles of the Phantom Fox... awesome *_* Also, I really wondered why he didn't kill her, and I never would have thought that you'd explain it. ^^" But the reason was awesome again. I love the Phantom Fox. <3 I can even tell you know WHY I like him. He reminds me of a character of one of my books. :3" It was a guy who worked for the evil one. He was totally loyal and also liked to play games with his victims. xD I love this kind of characters. x3" But I've never seen one in a book before... Somehow, most authors seem to dislike this kind of character. ôô" Oh! Of course the kid was okay. I wasn't, but he was okay. He looked really shocked when I, as you said, slammed the breaks. xD" The other kids who stood at the side of the road (those you didn't cross without looking <.<") were also totally shocked. All in all.. it was a shock for both of us, but luckily nothing happened. I wouldn't ever drive again if I'd killed that kid... :/ Never, never ever... And luckily, nobody had noticed that day that I was still in shock. XD" I had to drive to the hospital, I think because the car of my mother didn't start. But that was two years ago, so... I'm just cautious when I drive through that village. xD" I really know still where exactly it happend. Unfortunately, when I drive to work I have to pass that terrible place every day. x.x" I'm really glad you recovered from your accident. .,. I hope you won't be in one ever again.. :/
That is a long time to be at work. One time, I was at work that long, when I worked at the gas station-my least favorite job ever. Or was it just ten? Maybe it was just like 7 to 5... but I was getting very grumpy by the end. Especially when I had six million cars who wanted gas, and no one was coming out to help me (in Oregon, it's illegal to pump your own gas...) Heh heh, and Corporal Punishment is happy that the idea of his existence helped you through your day Pick a song. Any song that you like a lot. "Toki no Horousha" sounds like a good choice. What would you like me to sing? That sucks that you haven't heard from them guys yet. Not much you can really do about that though, eh? Unless you can call and confirm that they're coming. Oh well; hope for the best! Yeah, Revenge of the Dead turned out pretty good; that girl was very good as the lead. Some of the "effects" look really silly, in places, though. Also, for my part (before I turned into a zombie) he wanted me to act like a tweeker, but I didn't really know how to very well, and he didn't correct me... pretty lame on my part. Did you spot me at all in the trailer? I had long, slick back hair when we were filming it. Don't get discouraged, lady! You should just keep on trying; keep on submitting your stories to those contests. One day, your writing will be finely tuned into your own specific style, and it will be amazing. Which story did you submit, btw? The one I read, or a different one? And thank you for trying to encourage me about my drawing. I have to have a somewhat pessimistic view about it, though, and see the flaws in it; otherwise, I won't get better. Like they say, "if you think you're perfect, you will never improve." Heh heh heh, okay, you can drive. I will risk my life riding with you at the wheel A kid jumped out in front you? That is scary. I hope he or she was okay. Also, the other day, a kid rode right out in front of me the other day, and my jerk reaction was to slam on the breaks and yell, "Great! Great, kid!" sarcastically. And the kid just smiled at me... grrr... And I have recovered from my accident. Had to get rid of my old car, but my sister was selling her car, so I got hers. Took me a few months to pay it off, though (and the sucky part was that I had paid the price for my first car in its entirety when I'd bought it, less than a year before that...) My insurance also had "accident forgiveness," so thankfully, it didn't go up. I did have lots of bills, though... stayed back at my parents' house for a month after that. So yeah; you don't wanna be in an accident. Probably lucky no one was seriously hurt. But driving is fun. Driving to the camp site last weekend was one of my favorite parts of the trip, actually. I think work is good for you because... it builds character... I think. Maybe. ...and you get money. Money is good, right? Corporal Punishment would like to do your bidding, but he cannot without that information. Corporal Punishment is not magic, ma'am Heh heh. I'm really glad you like the Phantom Fox! He was my favorite character to write, by far. Thus, he's been showing up more than he probably should be, ha. And I won't spoil anything, either. I'm glad you've put this much thought into the characters of my story, though; that means it's good enough to hook you. Yay! You almost missed me yesterday, eh? Well, I will say that I looked forward to seeing what you had written to me, today. I hope all goes well with your filming tomorrow! Good luck! Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Mwahaha, look at me - I'm still alive! >//< Also, it wasn't that bad. In the morning I thought the day would be f-ing long, but it wasn't. Although we really worked for 12 hours. x.x That's sooo~ long. I don't even want to think about it... Funny thing is, though, that my brother also worked for 12 hours that day. XD My father, too, came home late... and my mother was at home wondering why nobody came home XD Work isn't as great as it was before, I must admit... There are a few people who piss me off. <_< Like the one who always wants to listen to the music HE likes... *grrr* I was so angry today, I didn't speak for at least one hour ^^" I really wished that Corporal Punishment was there... to punish him. MAIM AND DESTROY!!! XD I think that kept me alive today. XD I knew that you'd say that. But it's only fair. Do you have any wishes? I mean, what I could sing? xP I don't think you'll like a Metal song. xD I could sing "Toki no Horousha"... I'm pretty used to the Japanese words of that song. XD" I've sung it quite often in the last few weeks. ^^ I'm pretty sure I'll show you some parts of the movie someday. ^^ But first we have to cast those damn men. xD" I haven't heard of ANY of them... I just hope they're gonna show up tomorrow. :/ It would be a shame if I met with my partner and then nobody was there.. XD" So I watched the "Revenge Of The Dead" Trailer... It sounded like a horror movie, to be honest XD But then I really thought it was quite funny. XD Really, your brother's great! That make-up was great! The blood was great! And to be honest, the female lead looks awesome! =D Such a beautiful girl!!! ^^ Now I have to watch all the other trailers, too. .,." Really, your brother seems to know what he's doing... great trailers. But I haven't seen you quite often... Sadly. ._. I thought that everyone liked your drawings. It sounded as if they did, at least. xP But okay, not everyone likes the thiings you do. Like, for example, I finally got the e-mail I was waiting for. You know, the writing contest.. I sucked XD Again. XD Somehow those great, big contests aren't my league yet. >_o But that's okay. It's just sad... I thought my story was quite good. .,." Perhaps they didn't see the intention I had. ^^" Hey! That's not fair! >_< If we ever meet, we'll decide who drives. I CAN drive, quite okay, if you ask me. xP I'm just not a perfect driver. Also, I never had an accident before. I just... well, I scratched a car once. That was everything. (I'm not going to talk about the kid who wanted to die desperately because it jumped out on the street - and I was the unlucky one who drove there. XD""" That was a total shock...) That accident with the stop sign... that's f-ing bothersome. O_o As if things hadn't been difficult for you without... Hopefully you've recovered. When I scratched that car (it was really a minor "accident", nothing important, as the person didn't bother XD") I didn't want to drive ever again. XD" But as I live in a small village I MUST drive. .,." To be honest, I like driving - at least in big cities. I'm sometimes a bit too afraid of driving, but it always worked out till now.. How come you think that work's good for me? oo Do you mean the money I get will be good for me? ;P Okay, now I've got a huge problem.. I don't know where the whore lives... :/ I just know her from this forum and I didn't bother asking her where she comes from. xD" I didn't want to know... *shrugs* Anyway, can't Corporal Punishment just kill her off? That shouldn't be a problem for him, should it? So, today I got to work by train again - and I read chapter 2 and 3. ^^ *taking a deep breath*... you may excuse me, but... I love the Phantom Fox! >_< He's sooo~ cool!!! I love those evil characters who are driven by their past and have no other chance but being that evil *_* Buuut, you were really evil~ I thought I'd finally see what his leather gloves are about... and then the Scarlet Mare knocked him down T.T" I'll read on tomorrow - I'm going to get to my friend by train, again. ^^ Oh and will you accept this theory? I really think that the Phantom Fox is the lost lover of the Scarlet Mare. :3 You don't have to say: "Yeah, you're right!!!" or "Damn, you're wrong!!!" or something like that. But you may giggle now because I've thought that much about it this morning xD So, hopefully you'll have a nice day, I almost missed you yesterday. xP Anyhoo~ Your Rat
Continued! So, a breakfast break, eh? That'd be nice. We had those a couple days this week, because the teachers were coming back, and so there was a meeting for all staff on the upcoming school year. Speaking of work... it has been stressful, as of late, because the school year is starting next week, so we're rushing to get stuff done, and the boss is being impatient, and in some cases having very unrealistic expectations. He realized this at one point yesterday, however, and apologized to me. Actually, he apologized to me a second time, for not giving specific enough instructions. He told me to "move the cans," wanting me to move some trash cans. Instead, I moved some bags of pop cans. He was like, "not those cans, these cans!" And we both laughed about it. But yeah; you will last, lady. Just endure; it's good for you! I think... If you feel that strongly about the title, I will not shorten it; I will trust your judgement. Corporal Punishment needs more information in order to carry out the task: specifically, where said whore lives. Corporal Punishment will accept bass lessons in exchange of the obliteration of said whore. Because I say "anyhoo," that makes me sweet, eh? Well, I think it's little things like that that make you cute ^^ Actually, I think it's a combination of a lot of things. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Well, I'm glad you didn't have any conflicts today, since you don't like them, eh? Better to be bored than to be worried about something silly, anyway, I think. But good luck with work. I feel sorry for you; I worked on a Saturday and half a day I was supposed to have off just the other week. Although you won't read this until after it's done, eh? Well, I'm rootin' for ya to get through that, now! You can do it, missy! You'd like to hear my singing, eh? I'll figure something out, maybe. My mp3 player records sound, although I imagine just my voice would be boring. Y'know what I wanna hear, then? Your singing My brother's movies are actually pretty good, for what he has to work with, I think. It also sounds like you've got quite a bit to work with, as far as talent and enthusiasm go. Will you have a website or anything for previews? You will have to show me something some day. As for my acting... I'm in the previews in a few places, here, in the Revenge of the Dead and The Kill List trailers. I don't talk at all, though. Just growl, as a zombie, heh. Mmm... who says everyone likes my drawings? Heh. I don't always, necessarily. I feel that they are occasionally adequate, but they generally lack something. Characters always look really stiff, and I make a lot of mistakes. But that would be fun; maybe I'll draw up some strips some day and show them to the local newspaper editor, or something. Young lady, what I am I gonna do with you? Two incidents in the same week? *shakes a disapproving finger* Nah. Chances are, the light was green, and turned red again really quickly, because lights tend to suck like that. As for that guy who wanted to get into an accident... you gotta watch out for those ones; they're everywhere. Weaving in and out of traffic, following alarmingly close, running red lights just as you're about to go... *nod* Also; so you really do drive like a "blonde?" I couldn't tell. If we ever visit, I'm gonna be doing the driving, I think. Although I might not necessarily do much better, ha; I can be pretty wreckless. Although I've been better since my accident last year... that was pretty terrible. Ran into a '67 corvette, being driven by a 70+ year old man. And I drove into a stop sign, which fell into the windshield of a third parked car. Nothing like a sudden shocking event to spice up your holiday season... Heh heh heh. I'm gonna be working on swingshift again next week, because school will be back in session. Funny how I used to be excited for Summer vacation to START... I believe I will write more to you later, miss. Gotta go now. Good luck tomorrow ^^ (you won't read this until Friday, but oh well!) Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
I can swear a lot around you? Mwahahaha, you don't have to tell me that twice. XD But unfortunately.. there's nothing to swear about today. Nobody to curse. It's really boring. Although... perhaps I could swear a bit because of tomorrow. Oooh, I don't want to go to work tomorrow T.T" Our boss told us today that we had to stay longer, because we are behind schedule. <_<" We have too much work, and we're only a few persons who do it. Actually, there are 6 of us doing the job 8 persons should do. -_-" So tomorrow I'll have to work for two more hours. TWO!!! ToT That means I'll stay at work for TWELVE hours!!!! From 7 am to 7 pm... X.x So I probably won't come to TFF tomorrow. I'll probably just come home, eat something and then go to bed again. XD About your singing: I wanna listen to it. <3 I read about your movie in your journal and I really grinned because of that. XD I hope our movie will be better, as we want to win an Oscar XD Aw, just kidding, but we really want to make a professional movie. Btw. my partner told me she'd call me today, but hasn't called yet... Hopefully everything is alright. O.o Perhaps I should also tell her that she can't call tomorrow as I won't be home much. xD" Argh~ Also, I'd like to see that movie. I'd really like to see you acting Hmm... I think I want to teach middle or high school. I'm not sure which one it'll be in the end. I know that I can still change from middle to high school. And I think I'll do that. Not in the first years, but after a few years. ^^ How about drawing as your job? It might be difficult, but if there're many people who like your drawings... I see no problem. =D Haha, today I made a few mistakes again. =D I didn't run a red light, of course. I've learned something yesterday. XD Today I needed a few minutes to finally be able to drive through a green light. ~..~ It took some time because the light was red more than it was green. O_o And then I was the first to stand and when the light turned from red to green I drove very very quickly. But that seems to have been a problem. o_o" I don't know if the light really was green, but I'm pretty sure. XD Nonetheless, NOBODY was behind me suddenly. And I remembered that there were a few people behind me... I really thought I'd done something wrong. xD" Oh and then there was this man who wanted to have an accident badly. <_<" But I'll better keep quiet about this one, it's too frightening to remember what could've happened. XD""" You know, I'm driving the same way every day. So I know about the lights with the nice cameras. xP I'm very careful about them, to be honest. XD" Yep, I like to mention that I'm a blonde woman. xP Really, that's quite much fun with the right kind of people. ^^ Like men who really think that blondes are stupid. Just tell them straight forward that you share their opinion - they won't know what to respond. >3 And I must admit... some of the stereotypes aren't that wrong. I really have problems with driving. ^^" W-Wait! Why don't you have to get up at 6 or 7 am anymore? O_o That seems kind of.. unfair. I still have to get up at 5.30 am everyday... until the end of September. And September only started. ARGH! XD I think I need holidays again. xP And I can't wait till university finally starts... x3~ I also heard that breakfast was THAT important. But we even have a breakfast break (sounds hilarious.. breakfast break.. XD") at work, so I really have breakfast every single day! >_o Even in school I ate something IN SCHOOL. But it's just too much for me in the morning. .,." Btw. I also only need half an hour to get ready. Today I even left after 20-25 minutes because my mother pissed me off in the morning. <_<" Don't you shorten that title!!! >_< All fun will be gone then T.T I enjoy saying that title to myself, to be honest. XD Like when I saw it on my computer I asked myself: "Should I read White Wind Valley Tales? <3" I really love it.. it sounds so.. awesome *_* Hmm... I want Corporal Punishment to.. take care of that certain person I mentioned '-' I want him to maim and destroy.. to bring destruction upon this world!!! MWAHAHHAHA!!!! XD Just kidding, I just want him to kill that whore that's going on my nerves for days now. <_<" She didn't do anything to make me more angry lately, but she deserves it. Oh and pleeassse, let the day tomorrow be short! ToT (What kind of payment does Corporal Punishment want in return? Money? Food? Bass-learning lessons? XD) I must admit, I like the word "Anyhoo" - and the fact that you always finish your messages with it. xP I think that's the thing that lets you seem to be sweet. x3" Anyhoo (XD) your Rat xP
Swear to your heart's content around me, missy; I will not be offended Singing is good for the soul, I think. I love to sing. I actually sing in the church choir on occasion. It is fun, and I learn lots of cool religious songs. Also, sleeping rocks. Another one of my favorite passtimes! *nod* I read about the movie you're doing. Heh, I have experience in that. Hopefully people are more professional about it with your movie than they tend to be with my brother's, and everyone knows their lines ahead of time. Although the people who auditioned for your movie sound like they were very excited to be a part of it, so I'll bet it will go great So, what age group are you wanting to be a teacher for, then? Y'know they can get pretty nasty during the middle school years, and maybe a year or two before that, as well. I wanted to be a high school teacher; I really looked up to a few of the ones I had at the time. Dunno if I still want to, though. And y'know, for many years, I worked at the church nursery between masses. A lot of times I just sat and drew, however, and they'd look at my drawings and be amazed, ha. I also got the niece and nephews (it's mostly the niece.) As for the running a red light... *Shakes a disapproving finger* If you didn't want me to remember, you shouldn't have told me, young lady. Nah, I don't mind, but word to the wise; some lights have cameras that take pictures of people who drive through red lights...! Furthermore, are you stereotyping yourself as a blonde? That's awesome. Heh. Mornings are for the DEVIL. I will be happy when I don't have to get up at 6 or 7 AM anymore... starting next week! Yay! But I generally give myself an hour to wake up in the morning, although I really just need a half hour to eat breakfast and take a shower, then get out the door. You should eat breakfast every day, lady! It's the most important meal of the day! Or so they say. A real masseur, eh? I've never gotten one from one of them before. And... I'm not even gonna go there, but that one part of your description made me laugh. You don't know why you write; you just do, eh? That's something I will try to wrap my head around, heh. And you like the title of my story? I was thinking of shortening it, but others have said it's fine or that they like it, too. Glad you're excited to read it ^^ and like I said in the e-mail, don't worry; take your time. Corporal Punishment will take care of any mark, ma'am. Just give him the information, and it will be taken care of. I gotta go eat, but there is a couple things that amused me; you're taking to thinking that a guy can be sweet now, and your picking up the word "anyhoo" from me. That puts a big grin on my face. Once again, *internet hugs* Ha. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Oooh yes, yes yes! >_< She really sucks, she's such a who... wait, no swearing, right? She's not worth any swearing, and that I know. Though, I have to admit that I sometimes just have to be at rage. I have my own way of forgetting everything that happened. (Either sleeping or singing - I sang for an hour or two, then everything was back to normal again. x3~ "Singing out" my emotions normally helps. ^^ Or sleeping - I tend to forget everything when I have a good night's sleep x3) Hehe, hopefully my next weekend will be better, but it HAS TO be! ^^ I don't know if you've read it, but I'm making a movie with a friend. And this very weekend we've castings again. Hopefully we'll find the male leading role now. :/ That reminds me... that I have to remember those guys about the date. O.o" ...... so, now I wrote to them that they have to be there on Saturday. Can't wait to see them *_* If we're lucky and they fit the roles, we'll start shooting the movie *_* Aw, I know what you mean. xD" I once worked in a kindergarten for a few weeks (six, to be exact) and they really grabbed my hands and dragged me from one game to the other. Once I even had to play "school kid" XD They were soo~ exited about entering elementary school soon, they just wanted to be as big as the other kids. xD It was sooo~ cute. ^_^ And of course I had to read stories to them for HOURS. That was really annoying, as I knew all of the books (short ones, of course) by heart at the end of the six weeks. ^^" I wouldn't want to work with kids that age. I just don't. I was exhausted every day, although I just played with them. ^^" That was not the kind of work I want to do all life long. X.x" Ah, don't remember me about what happened to me today, pleeeaasssse~ T.T Today, I really was stupid. I was sooo~ stupid. XD" Fortunately the police wasn't behind me today, but... ah well, how to put it? I saw a red light... DO YOU THINK I SLOWED DOWN???? XD" I just... ah well, I ignored the red light and drove right through. XD" You know why? Because I've blonde hair. <.<" I thought: "So... there is no light for the ones driving left... does this mean I can drive on through? .-." Of course it hadn't been red for a long time, all the other cars were still standing there, but it was red... My mother told me, when I came home, that the police would've stopped me if they had seen it. XD So I was really relieved. XD""" Blonde hair + woman + car = not good XD Hehe, I like you more every day! ^^ Glad to hear that I'm not the only one who's that grumpy in the morning. xD I don't drink coffee, I just don't like it. But I started to eat something in the morning. I have to, actually, as my father wouldn't let me get out of the house if he thought I was still too sleepy to drive. XD" So I kinda wake up while eating breakfast. Due to that I really feel sick every morning (as I just CAN'T eat something at 6 am xD"), but that doesn't matter to anyone. .-." It wasn't our boss who did it. She just paid it. It was a person I didn't know. A masseur, a real one. ^^ But I admit I felt kinda uncomfortable. I like to have full control of my body and I had to stare at a picture while the massage. So I didn't see what she was doing. And I of course didn't know where she would touch me. ^^" But that wasn't really bad. I just haven't had a massage before, so I didn't know what was coming. xD" You made my whole day with your mail... seriously, when I read the title of the document you sent me. .,." That's sooo~ awesome... I love that title. >_< I don't want to make money with my writing... at least not too much. xP I'd like to have a bit money for university and I'm still waiting for an answer of a contest I took part in. <.<" But they won't write back... Damn those *censored* >o< I don't want to please others - least of all this. I don't write for other people, except when I take part in competitions, of course. I don't write for me, either. I. just. don't. know. T.T It seems as if I really haven't got a reason... I even stopped to think about a reason. ^^" It's better that way... By the way, as I don't have much time throughout the week, I'll probably read your story on the weekend. And I'll see if there is something I could send you in return. x3 Maim and destroy!!! *_* Punishment is always about maiming and destroying... mostly humans. xP So there is one person I want thee to get rid of, Corporal. I'll pay thee well in return. <3 You WERE funny in the date thread. ^^ I just think too much about something, I suppose. xP So I thought about the situation and you were kinda right. I'd look down to my shoes all the time and you'd probably do the same. XD It would take a few hours for both of us to open up, I guess. I didn't want to discourage the idea either. I like you. You're a cool, nice person. (& sweet xP) Also, thanks for your comment. <3 I don't wear that kind of clothes all day (for example never at work xD"), but I really like it. <3 Anyhoo, your Rat xP
That person sounds like she sucks. It is a good idea to ignore her. Don't worry about her; it probably doesn't matter what you do or say where she is involved. *nod* But yeah; why were you just waiting for Monday to come? Why didn't you do something fun? We'll have to work on that next weekend, eh? Actually, I'm pretty much the same around kids; I just don't swear, ha ha. Maybe some stuff is a little bit dumbed down, but I like to use more uncommon words around them, maybe help them learn a little. But yeah; kids are cute (mostly before the middle school/high school age, mind you.) They take energy to entertain sometimes, though. Particularly when they are very little, and demand piggy back rides/putting you in jail/knocking you down/some other thing that requires your attention and efforts for a good amount of time that you would rather spend being lazy, ha. And the police; yeah. Isn't that funny? I never really felt that way until I started driving, and got my first ticket. Ever since then, seeing one throws up caution signs in my brain. ...la la la, I forgot to turn off the pump at work. Had to climb the fence and turn it off just now (where I work is right behind my parents' house.) My boss called me, and I was like, "ah, crap!" Duelly noted about talking to you in the morning. It might equal death. I'm not a morning person either. It takes a little time to get going, doesn't it? Do you drink any coffee? I do. Not sure if it helps; might be more of a mental thing, eh? And when it gets late at night... I just start to fall asleep, ha. I'll take a little nap, and then I'll be good to hang out again. Your boss gave you a massage? Wow. My boss would never do that for us. It'd probably be weird though, seeing as we're all guys... Did it make you uncomfortable, and maybe that's why you wanted to work again? Like, "This person is touching me... Ehhh..." I didn't say it in the e-mail, but you should send your stories to that address, if ya want. Hm.... you dunno why you wanna write, huh? Whether it be to please others, or to please yourself, or to make money? Writing is fun, for me. A creative outlet. And I like to share my creativity with others. Mostly my friends, though. I also draw a lot. Corporal Punishment is at your service, ma'am. We are here to serve and protect. Or is it to maim and destroy? Either way. And I will keep that in mind about learning the bass using both fingers and pick. Thankee for the advice! As for the date thread; waitwaitwaitwaitwaitWAIT! I didn't mean to discourage the idea; I was just trying to be funny It didn't work very well, I guess... ha ha... As I've said before; I like you. You're a cool, nice person. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Hmm.. my weekend was... argh. Yeah, it was argh <.<" Saturday was really a bad day, from morning to evening. -_- There... was a certain person in a certain forum (not TFF XD) that got on my nerves. <<" We had a huge, huge argument, and in the end nobody won because she retreated after I said that she was too lazy to do what she was told to do. Then she was angry and said something like "I won't talk to you if you're like that" ... damn, I hate that person -_-" I started ignoring her now. xD" So my weekend wasn't that good. I didn't play much FFVIII, and I still haven't finished it. .,. But I think I gained a few levels. xD" All in all, I just waited for Monday to come. XD But I'm glad to hear that your weekend was way better than mine. ^^ I admit, I'm also a different person when there are kids around. ^^" I don't swear that much, I try to smile more, be convincing that life is good, such stuff. I'm really strange when it comes to kids. (But they make me happy, so smiling is inevitable xD") Also, I tend to be a different person when the police is around. XD Like a few weeks ago, when the police drove right behind me and I drove carefully because of that. xD Normally, I drive quite fast, but they changed my attitude. xD "**** mongrel"... OMFG I like that XD *laughs* Oh, perhaps now I should mention how I am in the morning. xD" I'm very very grumpy in the morning, I don't even say "Good morning" at all. XD" And if anyone comes near me I get pissed off. Don't ever talk to me in the morning, all you get as a response is some grumbling. XD I wouldn't even want to touch work in the morning. xD" So I think I'm lazy in the morning. I'm so lazy that I won't even open my mouth and speak. XD But I CAN be lazy, too. When I'm tired I also just shut up. Everyone who ever talked to me late at night knows that I'll be more quiet every minute. ^^" Today, we got a massage from our boss at work. I had to sit still for thirty minutes. That was thirty minutes too long for me. I couldn't stand just sitting there, letting myself be massaged. ^^" I wanted to work... and that was really strange. :/ Why don't you post it on TFF? oo As far as I saw there are quite a few people here who know how to write constructive feedback. ^^ At least I haven't seen someone flaming a person who wrote something... But I'll rather listen to your experience, as you've been here for so many years now and I'm still a noob. You're lucky. I haven't found out yet why I write stories... I don't know if I want others to enjoy the stories I make up. I don't know if I want profit. I don't know if I want to live my fantasies. Dunno. I just write stories. :/ But there are many things I desperately search reasons for. XD" About your story again: I didn't think there was too much dialogue. Oo At least not in the first chapter. And your fighting scene was well described - so enough description. There has to be dialogues, but there shouldn't be TOO much. You have to find the in-between. ^^ And I think you've managed to find it. :3 You'll get a PM shortly after I answered this VM, containing my mail address. Yep, a pick helps playing faster songs. x3 It helps your fingers, most of the time. If you play Punk, you'll surely feel what I mean shortly. You play one note quite fast, so your fingers will hurt. (Or your wrist, at least mine did xP) Buuuut of course it's true what my learning-bass-book told me: You better master both ways to play, could come in handy one day. xP (Like for example in one of the bands I played it the leader wanted me to play with my fingers ONLY. ^^") *bows* Glad to meet you, Corporal Punishment. >3 I am at your service. Btw. thanks for the nice answer in the date-thread. xD After thinking it through I suppose you're right. But as I said, I tend to open up after talking to a person for a while. So it wouldn't be THAT bad. xD
Back Camping was fun, though sleeping on the ground is less than par. Hope your weekend was enjoyable and refreshing from the week, as well-regardless of whether or not that certain individual you speak of was available to talk to Hope you got in some good hours on FFVIII! Yeah, those people are lame. If it helps, it's easier when you take everything those people say as a joke, and counter with a "joke" of your own. That's what I've been trying to do lately (I slipped up a little the other week, though) You could also just ignore them, but what would be the fun in that? Swearing is fine by me. I do it all the time on here, and in real life. Just as long as your standing by your convictions, though, right? For example, I try not to swear in front of people who don't like it, although on here, everyone swears, so they're gonna get it no matter what, here. Although I’m beginning to feel like I swear a little too much, especially at work, where at any second, there might be little kids or teachers turning around the corner… A lot of my curses are references to the male genitalia. “Cock mongrel” used to be a favorite. I drop a lot of f-bombs and “shits" as well. No, I can’t imagine you being lazy, particularly from your journals ha ha. In fact, I’ll bet you would at least on occasion get annoyed with me for being lazy, heh. Usually I’m pretty good, but when I’m tired, be it due to lack of sleep-like I have been at work all Summer-or physically or emotionally drained, I tend to get sloppy. You’re a bit of a go-getter then, eh? Kinda like my sister. My sister also wanted to be a teacher-went to school, got her bachelor’s (I dunno if she ever got her master’s, though). She never quite got to being a teacher, but I know she works in education in some shape or form (actually, she works from home, due to her two boys. Sometimes she goes to meetings, and my parents babysit the boys.) I wanted to be a teacher too, but when I was going to college, I took classes for the wrong degree for a year without realizing it, and when I finally did, I was like “…ah, crap.” Heh. That last Harry Potter focused too much on dialogue and not enough on anything else, eh? That was the biggest problem with my first book, too, and it’s probably a bit of a problem in this new one you’re reading; my stuff is rather character and dialogue driven. It takes some effort for me to focus on what the surroundings look like, what the mood is, etc. The actions of the characters are generally all there, but how they got there, and what the setting they're in is like? *shrug* I’m glad you enjoyed that first chapter, though ^^ Maybe I should upload the other chapters to dA, or e-mail it to you (maybe pm me your e-mail address, or something.) I could post it on TFF too, I suppose, but for some reason, I’m a bit hesitant to do that… But yeah; Lord of the Rings is that original that everyone tries to aspire to write something as good or better than. I have no such aspirations, though; I aspire to write as good a story as I can, and hopefully others will enjoy it, too. So a pick helps with playing faster songs? My fingers go all over the place as it is, heh. Try to put my hand in the shape of a chord, and it’s like “no.” How long did it take you to learn the guitar? And you were in a death metal band, eh? That’s pretty awesome. Your aspirations are probably higher than mine would ever be, ha (I’d want to play in like a punk or alternative band.) And I didn’t think for a second that you were that into pop music, missy Don’t worry; your street cred is definitely still intact as far as I’m concerned. Yeah, top 40 sucks. You never thought men could write that much, eh? Heh heh heh… if you were near me right now, I would be “getting” you right now. (Not because what you said really bugged me, but just because it’s my job. In my group of friends, one friend is "General Antagonism..." and I forget the others, but my rank is "Corporal Punishment." ) Anyhoo… Wuv, Yer Mom
So now I read your story. <3 I liked it, actually, although it was not perfect. It was lacking a bit of atmosphere, but perhaps that was because I read it on deviantart. ^^" I was really happy that it didn't have the same atmosphere as all the fantasy novels I've read so far. ^^ And the characters seem to be interesting, too. I like the fact that every character has his/her own story. :3 I hope you'll show what happened thoroughly. I'm quite interested in Remy, to be honest. I'd really like to know why he's hunted... oo Also, I loved your descriptions. <3 Especially the first. Showing everything from the point of view of an owl is just a great idea! ^^ And I could really imagine all the characters, particularly the Scarlet Mare. I kind of saw her when I read it. ^^ So hopefully you'll show me more. :3
