I read your journal and I thought it was just a better job. I didn't really realize that he got YOUR job. O_o" That's just ridiculous.. you did that job all the time.. I just don't get why they gave it to this other person... doesn't make sense at all... -.-" Hehe, I know what you mean. Basically, I got a couple of really good friends in Middle School, then they vanished because I decided to go to another High School than them. Then I found a few other friends - and they're still good friends, even though I'm at university now. :3 Don't you have some close friends here? oo I had the intention that you had some.~ You wouldn't stay on TFF if you didn't have any persons you like to speak too, would you? ^^ I'll probably finally organize my first term. xD" I still have to see which classes I'm gonna attend.~ This will take much time (as I have to avoid my uncle's classes xD"), but I'll be glad when that's finally over. <.<"
Remember how I had that journal about applying for that temporary position and not getting it? That temporary position would have been an extension of the job I had been doing, if I would have gotten it. Instead, they gave it to someone else. Therefore... someone else is doing my job today, and I have no more work (until someone calls me in to work for a day, or whatever. Basically, I'm back to being on call again.) I had had very high hopes that they would give it to me, since I had actually been working that position for the past six months.... It would have been a foot in the door for an eventual full time position. Good that you think you did well on your test. And that TFF helped you, because you read something on here; that's cool. The interesting thing about my friends is that the core friends have been friends at least since high school. I hear that most people "move on" after high school. Some members of the group tried... then they missed us, or decided they were being dumb. Heh. Although some were also successful in that "moving on" thing. Personally, I am not very good at it, as evidenced by my being at TFF 8 years after joining. I wouldn't necessarily expect you to have heard that song before. I was just giving you an example of what they sound like. Make sure you spend that day off wisely! I didn't get out of bed until 2 today... hahaha. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Last day of work? Oo You got holidays now? Or did you just quit with your job and search for another now? oo I'm so sorry I didn't really get what was going on in your life. xD"" "c" stands for "clause", I've been told today. xD I hadn't known before. x3" It's not "like" a placement test, it IS a placement test. It was even called that before they made this new kind of test. We had two texts in which we had to complete every second word. We just got the first letters of the word (like wo___ xP) and then we had to complete it, due to the context of the text. .-." Mine were quite nice. x3" One text about shrinking sheep in Scotland (XD) and one about alcohol in Harry Potter (XD²). I had a good feeling. Aaaaaand TFF helped me! XD I was quite amused when I noticed that: As the second text was about Harry Potter, there was something about the last movie of it. And it said something about a last "inst_____" - guess what! For the first time I read the word "installment" in this very forum. xP One more reason why I love this place xD Sadly.. we'll only get the results on Monday. Which means I'll have to wait quite long now. -.-" Then I'll know if I'm allowed to study English .-."" You've got some great friends. ^^ I only have few friends like that. xD" But I suppose these are my "real" friends. All the others seemed to be just "temporary friends". ^^" Hm, haven't heard that song before. .,." Sorry~ I really don't know that band. Though I think I should...? Perhaps I've heard of them when I was younger but just don't remember them. ^^" Tomorrow I'll have a day off, again. x3~ Hopefully I won't be bored. xD
Today was the last day of work for me. It's kind of sad, and I also didn't sleep well again last night, so now I almost just want to go home and go to bed, heh. Not do anything else. We'll see if I get called in to work somewhere tomorrow... A "c-test," eh? What does the "c" stand for? I've never heard of that term before, but perhaps I've heard of something similar. And a test on the second day? It's not just like a placement test, or something? What is it with places where they have you studying for tests while school isn't even in session?! That's evil. Anyway, the first day of school, even in college, I generally remember as being long and exhausting, due to all the information the professors give you about their classes. Yeah... it's hard to say "No," I know. What I love about my friends is that most of them are very honest, patient, giving... and they will tell other people in the group when they're being disruptive or a burden on someone else. Then again, selfless deeds are looked well upon by God, according to the Bible Yeah, it's hard to avoid stupid people. I realize that I am very blessed to have the friends and family that I have, so that I can hang out with them and forget about the stupid people of the world. Mike Patton was the second singer of Faith No More, after Chuck Mosley (and the superior singer by far, in my opinion.) Here is a song by the Dillinger Escape Plane with him at lead singer: Come To Daddy. I believe they got their name from the American Bank Robber John Dillinger. Well, I hope you do well on your c-test tomorrow, lady. Have a good night. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Today, finally, university started for me *_* Well, it's all only information we get (the real stuff will start next week x3"), but it was better than just sitting at home. <.<" But I don't really know what to think about it... on the one hand, I'm very happy that I finally have something to do all day long. On the other hand, though, there are so many problems .,." First, of course, the test tomorrow. TOMORROW!! ToT I can't say I'm terribly anxious because of it ('cause you only hear bad stories about this test xD"), but I'm not happy either. I mean, a test like that... .,."""" I decided to make that test in German, too. And I only had 80% O_o"" It's not that I'm bad when it comes to German... the test is just stupid. xD" (It's called "c-test", maybe you've heard of it before?) The problem is that I can't say "No" to my friends. If they're my friends, I do anything for them. Of course I expect the same from them. But this is the problem about being good: They won't be good to you in return. .-." Well, you don't only meet stupid people, you also meet some nice people. :3 It's not that I made many friends there, but I've met nice people and I'm always happy to meet them again. x3 There are stupid people everywhere, it doesn't matter where I go. I even see some at home. (The girlfriend of my brother is at home. -_-" I didn't greet her and I'm going to ignore her all day long! >_<") Who the hell is Mike Patton? XD" Haven't heard of him before. .-." Dillinger Escape Plan... The first word sounds like a city that's near my village. XD I asked my brother while we were eating lunch.. yesterday. .-." And well... it is as bad as expected: they didn't split up. I can't say I'm angry because of that but I'm annoyed. I just hope she won't stay at our place overnight. <_<" When I have my test tomorrow I want to SLEEP. -.-" When I still worked I slept 15 minutes after writing you that I'd go to bed. xD But when I've free time... I usually play FF before actually going to sleep. x3" I suppose I won't play FF before sleeping anymore, as university started and I need much sleep. xD"
No, I got my own milk, thank you I don't have too much of a hard time shopping on a day off; I have all day to do it then, after all. It's harder to do it on a work day, because I'm usually not ready to go until about 1 or 1:30, and by then, if I went shopping, I would be worried about being done in time to go to work (which starts at 2:30.) Being good = being stupid? Maybe we have different definitions. To me, "being good" just means that you behave yourself. Y'know, don't act selfishly, don't hinder the happiness of others, etc. Doing something nice for someone isn't that hard to do, is it? Maybe a little niceness gets taken advantage of by the people who know that you generally won't say "no" to them. If it becomes a problem, it's your responsibility at that point to say "hey, you're taking advantage, and I don't appreciate it." Or to say "No." Being good also means you stick up for yourself, or for the truth. Using your common sense, etc. Maybe those are just my convictions, but I will try to stand by them, regardless. If it means I'm "stupid," then that's too bad. Sitting around and talking? Sounds like my idea of fun. Just not necessarily in the same location I would be doing it. See, but when you go into public places, you run the risk into running into awesome people like the ones you mentioned. Well, you should hear of New Order. They're one of the best bands from the 80's. And yeah; Faith No More isn't one of my favorite bands, but they're fun. Have you heard any of Mike Patton's other work? Like with The Dillinger Escape Plan? It's kinda creepy, but somehow cool at the same time. Eh. He's kind of a skateboarder. I don't think he can do any tricks; he just kind of goes around on his board. When he was in his accident, he was going down a steep hill, lost his balance, and did a face plant. I can't blame you for not wanting to talk to your brother. You are the little sister; older siblings generally don't want to confide in their younger siblings (except that one time he did, eh?) So asking him would probably be awkward. Well, you gave me the impression before that you go to sleep around 10. Because to me, "going to bed" means that you go to sleep, not sit up and play video games/watch tv for another couple of hours, heh. Now I know. Did you stay up until 12, even when you were getting up at 5:30, or whatever? Have a good evening. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Being lazy is soo~ difficult for me. .,." Even today, I can't be lazy. xD" I just have to do something. I just can't lie in bed all day and just do.. nothing. .-." I have to do something. That's sooo~ annoying ToT" Shall I go get your milk for you? XD I'd be glad to get out of the house... .,." Hah, no, no and no! If you're a good person, you're just stupid. I'm naive, I really am, that's why I always act like a good person. But I admit that I'm stupid that way. Do you know how many people try to take advantage from my being good? More than enough. <.<" I'll help everyone who asks me to help (unless I've more important things to do, or I hate the person xD"), and many of my friends know that. So I was always a kind of victim... I helped out and got nothing in return. It may be that you feel good when you're doing something good... but it doesn't satisfy me anymore. Being good = being stupid. Just the ass of all people you like... (No, I've no "emo day" today. xD" But this is something that annoys me... <.<") Ah well, when I meet friends in a café, we normally just talk. x3" Like when I meet the cast of our movie - we just talk and discuss what to do and stuff. Movie-related stuff. Then we talk a bit about what happens in our lifes.. you know, small-talk. ^^ When I go to clubs with friends... we also talk much, sometimes we dance a bit (I'm not a dancer, though xD"), listen to the music, make new friends... But I don't really feel comfortable when I'm in clubs. You can surely imagine why: All those drunk bastards X.x" Some guys who just want a one night stand... X.x" And mostly the music sucks. xD" But I still enjoy the good parts of those evenings. :3" Being out with friends is always much fun. ^^ Faith No More... I listen to them quite much, but I've liked them more when I was younger. xD" Now... well, they just aren't that great anymore.. .-." But I still like some songs of FNM <.<" I think I've never heard of New Order. .,." Oh, your brother's a skater? =D I always admire those guys. I tried skateboarding once and... well, I don't have any talent. xD" (I didn't fall, but I couldn't stand on that thing either O.o") Well, at least they wouldn't talk about their problems with ME. xD" Once my brother asked what I thought about a certain situation. He tried to describe it, as if it didn't concern his relationship but the one of a friend. This was the only time he ever asked me. xP I don't know if they split up or not... I still hope they split up <_<" I'll probably see. She won't come to our place anymore when they've split up xP Otherwise.. I could also ask my brother. But I don't want to. xD" I wasn't asleep when you wrote the message. (12 am.. seriously, why should I be asleep that early? xD I may go to bed at 10 pm, but I tend to play FF or watch TV in bed ^^) I stayed up till 2 am last night... xD" I had to kick Chaos' ass (FFI xD"). <.<"" And today I've started FFII. Seems to be a quite decent game, too, though I laughed much when I got into a fight, wanted to flee and then died. xD~ Great scene! XD
I have the ability... I just frequently choose not to use it, ha. It wasn't an absolute necessity that day... although today, it now is. I have no milk left! How am I gonna eat my cereal? Dry? That's the worst idea in the history of man! Being lazy is so much easier than not being lazy, though, isn't it? See, people get excited when a religious person does something wrong, because they seem to think it gets them off the hook for behaving, or something. No one is perfect, of course, but it's much easier to blame the world's problems on religion than it is to place it on the corruption of all of mankind. No one is perfect, and some people are much worse than others. Try to be a good person, and you will be okay, right? Unless you suck at being good... Y'know, I wouldn't mind hanging out with people at a cafe, probably. But one that was not crowded. How do you like going to those paces? can you tolerate lots of people and the music being so loud that you can't hear yourself think? What do you guys do when you go to cafes/pubs/bars, etc? New Order's most popular song... maybe Bizarre Love Triangle? Or Regret? Or Blue Monday? I'm not really sure which of those is the most popular. So another 80's band just popped into my head when I was looking those up: Faith No More (although they might've been bigger in the early 90's...) He's fine, I think. He's had worse, ha. "This isn't as bad as my skateboarding accident," he said something like that. I just hope his work doesn't get after him too much. He didn't damage anything (but himself) at least... So, your brother and his girlfriend are at it again, eh? I wonder if they talk to anyone else about the problems in their relationship, or if they're some of those proud people who think they know everything, and "don't NEED counseling." Hope your Saturday was good; you're probably long asleep by now, heh. The Beavers are playing today; they gonna WIN? Anyhoo... Wuv, YEr Mom
I don't think I can teach you something like that. .-." If a person does it depends on the person, which means that I can't possibly change your attitude towards your free time. I tend to do what I must, but I've heard of people who aren't like that. .-." So... just force yourself next time. (I have to force myself to do things often. xD") I won't say anything more on Catholics. xP But I love that stereotype of all priests being child molestors. xD And how people react when they find out ONE PRIEST did it again. Most people I know are Catholics, and yet they're just complaining about everything in the media. xP I'd love to go to a friend's place and play video games, really. xD" But most of my friends... a) don't play video games XD b) don't like to stay at their house Which means: We always meet in cafés, bars, clubs, etc. .-." I've tried once to invite some friends to my place, but they were really reluctant to accept the invitation. xD" I've got some strange friends, I know. ^^" You've never heard that great song? Shame on you, my dear!! >_< Just kidding~ But I really enjoy their songs. <3 Thanks for searching for it. I could've done myself, but you know.. I'm really lazy xD" New Order... .-." I think I don't know them. Can you tell me which song of them was most popular? I hope your brother's fine. :/ Doesn't sound that good, though... Mah, I don't want to go to my brother's room now ToT" I overheard him arguing with his girlfriend yesterday... no, it was today. -.- It was at 1.30 am (!) when she wanted to scream, yet was stopped by my brother from doing so. Then she just hissed "You don't love me at all!" and vanished. .-." (Of course not without "caaaaarefully" closing the doors behind her -.-") I really have to silence my mouth... When I got up today I told my mother I had had a nightmare. She asked what I dreamt about. And I told her, calmly: "I dreamt that [insert brother's name] and [insert girlfriend's name XD] didn't split up." Damn those f-ing relationships! >_<"""
Can you teach me to make time for things I need to do? I watched TV because I decided there wasn't enough time left to go shopping, at that point (although really, there was; I just wouldn't have had anymore time to relax before work, and I didn't like the notion, ha.) I know, I know. Catholicism is evil. Clearly, we want to take over the world, or something. And my favorite one is when people say that we're all child molesters, because that's definitely a fair assessment. (I'm not complaining about you, btw; I'm just running with the ball, heh.) So you go to clubs and stuff for fun, eh? Y'know what I do? Go to someone's house and sit around, playing video games or talking to people, mostly. I'm boring... I don't like crowds, though. Except at a football game or movie or something, where there's something else to distract everyone else and me. Here ya go: Ultravox - Dancing With Tears In My Eyes. Hm. Never heard of them. And... I think Simple Minds did "Don't You Forget About Me," and Tears for Fears did "Shout." I highly recommend New Order, btw. One of my favorite bands. So, apparently my brother ran into a poll at work the other day; he's got a bandage over his head, which does not completely cover some kind of open bruise. I guess he drove into the poll in some machine, and his head slammed against the window. I wonder how that happened; maybe somebody wasn't paying attention... And you don't need to show my mercy, because you will be overcome. I am Corporal Punishment, after all Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
You're a typical guy. xP Instead of shopping you just watch TV. xD But I'd also rather watch The Simpsons than do some shopping. (I don't like shopping at all. ^^" When I need something, I know exactly what I want. I just go into the shop, get what I want and leave five minutes later. That's shopping for me. xP Hah, I'm still not sure what I'll do on Halloween. <.< I've asked a couple of friends what they'll do and it seems I can only go out with them on Friday. Besides, Sunday's a holiday here. -.- Damn those Catholics and their damn holidays! XD Just kidding, it's just that you can't go out on Halloween because clubs are not allowed to play loud music after 12 am -.-" So basically... no fun at all xD" Hehe, I know some of the bands, but I couldn't tell you even ONE song of them. I know Simple Minds and Tears for Fears. That reminds me on a real good synthetic pop band of the 80's.. But I don't know their name ToT I think one of the song was called "Dancing with tears in my eyes" (that's the first line of the refrain, actually xD). I really liked their songs~ So, yes, the 80's were great. :3 Hehehe, I won't show any mercy, either, my dear. >3~ I had quite much fun, I had to count some money. XD
I didn't go shopping, I ran out of time, ha. Instead, I just sat out in the living room and watched an episode or two of the Simpsons with my roommate. So last night, I was originally going to try to go to bed at like 11 or 11:30. Then, I stayed up until 1 am. Figured there was no way I'd go to sleep. So I listened to this album I downloaded by TSOL-Their Greatest Non-hits. And now I'm listening to it again before work. It is very rare that I want to listen to a band's album again almost right after I already listened to it... TSOL is one of the original "horror-punk" bands, I think they're called. Good for Halloween! I can just imagine some kids coming to the door at the song where he's like "**** **** shit piss ****er! Yeah, we can leave that on, sonovabitch! Yeah, we're rolling, asshole!" (One of those punk rock "false starts," haha.) Here are some 80's poppish bands that I like: They Might Be Giants, New Order, Oingo Boingo, Simple Minds, Talking Heads (they started in the 70's, though) Tears for Fears... others... List time, apparently. New Wave was fun. Of course, a lot of punk bands started in th 80's, too. The 80's were a good time for music, eh? So you enjoy poking people, too? Hahaha, I love that. Then I wouldn't have to show any mercy, would I? Have fun. I will be at work, so it is debatable whether that is possible for me, ha. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
I've no problems with sleeping. x3" Today I got to bed at 1 am.. because I searched for good channels on TV. xD" I've ~750 channels... and there are only ~250 working. .-." All the others are... well, just not there. xD" That's what I found out till 1 am. X.x But then, I fell asleep without any problems and slept till 5 am. (Then my cat wanted to leave, so I had to open the door for him ~..~") Then I slept till 12 pm... XD""" I'll listen to the Christian songs when I'm fully awake. xD" I still have to wake up ~..~" 80's groups... that's a difficult one. .-." I don't know any names of the groups or singers xD" I just listened to them.~ The only ones I know the name of are Duran Duran .-." But I haven't listened to them much when I was younger, I've started listening to them when I was... 16, I think .-." It's the same with modern pop music - I know the songs, I can sing along with them (at least the refrain xD"), but I don't know the artist or the name of the song. ^^" I've never tried a poking match before, but that's because all the people I poked couldn't stand it. xD" You went shopping? What did you buy? ^^
It should, the sunovabitch! ...wait, did I just call myself a sunovabitch? Eh. Really, I probably should've just slept out on the couch or something. Sometimes, it is easier to sleep somewhere other than my bed, for some reason. Are you a good sleeper? Except for when something is bothering you? Maybe we just need to learn proper meditation... No, you were fine. You did nothing wrong I am just evil, heh. I also grew up listening to pop music in the 80's. And the 70's, 60's, and 50's. My parents love the Beatles, Buddy Holly, Neil Diamond, The Carpenters, etc., as well as the old Motown musical artists. Which 80's groups do you like? Furthermore, I think I might link you to some christian songs I like a lot... in fact, I will: Deathbed by Relient K; Five Iron Frenzy - Every New Day. Yay! I should fly over there, just to poke you. Then we could get into a poking match. I wonder how skilled you are in the ways of poking and blocking poking.... It should be amusing. I think I might wish you a good night now. Particularly since I still want to do some shopping before work, which starts an hour and a half from now, heh. Goodnight, lady! Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
You should teach your body a few manners. <.< It should fall asleep when you decide to fall asleep. xP I know, it's easier said than done. xD" Okay... didn't realize that.. again. xD" I really thought that perhaps I've said something in the wrong way. .-." It happens often that I just can't state my opinion properly. xD" I knew Nightwish and I didn't think they were a christian band ^^ Well, I grew up with pop music of the 80's xD" Perhaps I'd think otherwise if I'd grown up with Christian music. I don't really like the songs in church, either. But that's because it sounds weird when all those old people sing together. xD" And some can't sing but sing loudly. X.x" You're a ninja? ôô Corporal Punishment is a ninja? xP Come here and poke me, I'll poke back >_<" (At least I'll try xD)
