So here's my answer... finally. I'm sorry I needed that long, and I guess I can't really tell you anything at all, as nothing really has happened. XD My life's a bit boring. I attend university now, but the courses are still quite boring. Though I must admit that I love my English grammar course. <3 We're not allowed to speak in any other language in that course. And that's exactly what I wanted in school <.<" Bad thing about this is: As you know, talking is not something I'm good in. xD" I should probably train to talk English now. .-. (And I still have to work on my th << >>) 10 days have passed since your last message... so what happened in your life? How about your job? Is everything okay? Have you found another school to work at REGULARLY? ^^ Or have you even tried something new?! :3 If you tease me, I might not talk to you for a few days but I wouldn't do anything worse than that. xP Besides, you would've deserved that. The boyfriend of my sister didn't deserve his punishment. ^^" But they've made up again and she even said that she was sorry (to me! XD"). We don't have any pop quizzes at university, fortunately. x3" I wouldn't want to learn each week. <.<" And yes, there are a few who won't go to the lectures anymore after a while. And I hope they'll do that SOON. I can't stand those guys anymore. xD" On Friday, when I was in a math lecture with a... erm, new friend (no, I won't call her acquaintance! XD), there were several girl who just chatted all the time. They didn't pay attention AT ALL, they were just in the room to talk to each other. And that was f-ing annoying! -.- Then I asked my friend (xP) why they even come if they won't pay attention. And we both thought that they just want to be there to be there. (You know what I mean...! XD They come to the lecture just to say: "Hey, I was in the lecture, which means I don't have to feel bad!" <.<) I suppose it's no use anymore. XD After writing to Himi in which country I live Fate suddenly knew it. xP Then again, I hope no one visits my profile too often. xP So I can still keep it a secret. ^^ So, and now I want to be all serious again. What the heck has happened to our conversation? Don't get me wrong, YOU've done nothing wrong. I just have the feeling that I only talk about myself. I don't have the feeling that we're talking to each other. It feels as if I just tell you everything I want and then leave your profile. Do you feel this as well? What do you think? :/ (I'm female after all, only women can care about such shit XD) I hope you enjoy Halloween... did you go out with your friends? I hope you do!!! I wanted to go out with friends, too, but then they suddenly didn't want anymore. .,. And so I'm sitting at home... alone... just waiting for kids to come. I can't wait to see kids coming. I hope they'll wear costumes. <..<" If not... they won't get any candy from me! XD But over here Halloween isn't a big deal. Besides, I live in a small village, in a street which is not visited often. If I remember correctly, there weren't any kids coming to us last year. .,.
Okay ma'am. Sounds like you've kept yourself busy, filming movies and getting sick (lots of my friends have been getting sick around here, too.) Get better!
I'll probably answer your VM tomorrow. If I've time to. (If I decide to go to university. xD") Yesterday, we shot a few scenes for the movie. It took us many many hours. -.-" We were shooting from 4 pm to 9.30 pm. xD" And the best thing is: I've caught a cold. -.- Which means I'm not feeling all too well. So, sorry you have to wait for so long. .,." I hope I'll have much to tell you then. xD" (If I don't write tomorrow... perhaps I'll do it on Wednesday xD")
That's a lot of anime. Although if you have nothing better to do... one time, I watched like 20 episodes of bleach in a day, ha. Hm. As of right now, I have the experience to work... at like a fast food place, a store, or maybe some factory. Most of those actually don't pay better than janitorial. I'm making $11.50 an hour as a sub. If I were temporary, I'd make $13.60 an hour. I suppose if I were working full time at one of those places, I'd make more money than just working off and on as a sub. But I don't like those other jobs, and I can tolerate this one. Plus, if I ever got on, I'd get the benefits of a worker employed by the state, which is good. However, I think I will be looking for something else soon... Oh yeah, and the not working regularly thing. Basically, I can tell them I don't feel like it today. Generally, I get a lot of calls each week, although this week, as of yet, I've gotten none... I didn't realize you could play video games and stuff on there; thought it only had memory/power for surfing the net and writing stuff. Interesting... Wow. That's pretty silly what your sister did, haha. Wonder what set her off. You wouldn't do something like that, now, would you? What if you got teased? ...maybe I should be careful... Gosh danget. Simpsons are distracting me this morning. Woke up to gunshots, too. That was interesting. It depends upon what we're talking about, I guess. Honestly, I'm not always sure what will set the one friend off. Sometimes he's like, "I'll accept your opinion," and other times he'll get annoyed at you for having a different opinion. Although I don't think my friends are completely Conservative either. They don't go to the lectures? Maybe they just read the book? But the professor might lecture on something that's not in the book! And how will they know which part of the book to study?! Oh dear... (then again, some Professors have outlines of what they lecture on posted on a website, or something.) And what about pop quizzes?! ...do they have those at unis? I don't even know... A word for people you know, but whom are not your friends is "acquaintances." And I wish I could get rid of my worries the way you do, heh. And there was no [insert language here] in your message... wait a second lady, you just gave yourself away! >>....<<....we shan't speak of it again! Hope you enjoyed your day off! (right? Wednesdays, you have off, right?) Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Again, sorry I needed that long to answer your VM. -.- I've the feeling I'm really lazy, I also needed a few days to answer a mail of another friend. -.- It's not that I've much to do, honestly, I've got a day off today and I'll have ANOTHER day off tomorrow (because English courses start next week - and I've many English courses xD"). At least I wasn't bored today. After not watching Anime for two days I had SIX (SIIIIIX!!! XD) episodes to watch. *__*" I was pretty much occupied the whole morning. XD Sorry, but I don't really get your job situation. I think I understand what you told me - that you're just someone to get into a school as janitor when someone is ill. BUT! What is that about not working regularly? ?_? How exactly do you take advantage of it? And besides, please don't be offended: Is there no other job you'd like to do? I suppose you could do better jobs... (better paid, for example xD") Hehehe, it's a nice toy, really. :3 But I decided to only use it for my studies. ^^ Like... writing my essays on my notebook and stuff. I think I'd probably use it to play games and listen to music if I had the chance to. That's why I'll only use it for studies. Too much distraction otherwise~ I don't frequently set myself up to be teased... I do that all the time! XD Tease me if you like. But don't complain when you do it when I'm not in the mood to. xP Y'know, women are like that... like yesterday! When I wanted to surprise my sister by visiting her whilst I had to wait for the next course to start. I took the tram to her house and when I arrived, her boyfriend told me that she didn't let anyone in. EVEN HER BOYFRIEND!! XD He stood outside and didn't come in! XD We tried to convince her to let us in, but she was so angry she just wouldn't let us... Moods of a woman.. xP Oh, that's not what I experienced. xD" When discussion with my friends (if that ever happens xD"), we often agree with each other because the arguments of the others are good enough. There's no one who'd say that only conservative is good. Y'know, I don't think you can say that you're only conservative or liberal - normally people have their own views. Conservative and liberal are just groups which have established their own thoughts - but these don't have to be EVERYONE's thoughts. (Hard to explain .-.") Hah, I don't even want to think about those poor students who don't have access to the internet. They can't subscribe for their courses. Btw. I wasn't in my car, thankfully. I was at home. But nevertheless, I almost forgot it and when I realized it again it was already 6.59 pm! XD" Then I hastily logged into the website and I could finally subscribe at 7.01 pm. 100 places - and 63 were already part of the course. I was really lucky... xD"" And about the 500 students in one room... it was a normal lecture. There'll probably be 500 students AGAIN next week. Or hopefully they won't come anymore. xD" I heard of students who just don't visit lectures - I hope there are many of them in my courses. xD" "Friends" is a word I use too much, to be honest. I call many people "friends" though I just know them... I just don't know any other word to say "they're people I hang out a bit with but don't really like THAT much". xP Tell me a word for those, please, Master Language xP Hehe, that's something interesting about me - I tend to really worry about something one day. On the next day I don't worry about it anymore. I tend to forget things or just... solve them by sleeping. xD" So, I hope there's no German word in this text. O.o" I've talked to my brother while writing this message. And I even didn't know anymore if I wrote to him in English or German... so.. my brain's not capable of differentiation anymore.. and I don't even know if all the words I use even exist. ARGH! XD
My brother is not ready yet. He just woke up when I got to the door. So now I'm on his computer, waiting for him to be ready. First of all, I'll expand upon the job thing. See, I am a substitute janitor, which means they call me when some janitor in the district is sick or can't work for some other reason, and so I cover for them. Generally, they only need me for a day, but I do usually get an okay amount of work doing this; probably resulting in about 8 to 12 days of work most months (the 12 being a fairly good month.) When I was working at NAMS, the person I was covering for was out a long time due to injury. So long, in fact, that their policy was that they had to offer a temporary position to cover for him the rest of the time he was gone. They decided to put this up for anyone to apply for. If I'd gotten it, it might've only lasted another week, but at least I could've put something on my resume and had gotten my foot in the door as far as getting a permanent position in the district goes. The way it sounded, he might not have ever come back, in which case I would've stayed there permanently. So it goes. I'm taking advantage of the "not working regularly" thing even as we speak. So, you got a new toy for school, eh? That's cool. I kinda want something like that for if I ever do something like working at Yellowstone again. And you don't think I'd be childish, impolite, or stupid enough? Give me a chance, heheheh... But wait a sec; what you're saying is that you frequently set yourself up to be teased, then? My friends are very conservative. It's hard to get them to sit through anything that has an ever so slightly "liberal" message without them getting annoyed and not want give the thing a chance anymore. It is really annoying sometimes. Discuss the message of global warming in movies? I can't think it would come up that often, although a "preserve the environment" message in general probably does more frequently than one might expect. Which I'm not saying is a bad thing, necessarily. Sounds like you're taking things down to the wire, a bit. Also sounds like it's a necessity with the way they have stuff set up over there, eh? What about people who don't have notebooks? They'd be screwed. And 500 students, eh? Was that an actual class, or was it some kind of orientation thing? I can't imagine that was very comfortable, though, no. But you called them "your new friends at the university," to be precise, in an earlier message Although it sounds like you've talked yourself out of worrying about whether they're just using you or not, eh? Things sound like they will be working out for you, so good for you. I'm still thinking a great deal; not doing much. So it goes. Have fun at school and stuff! I'll hear from you when I hear from you, I suppose. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
Congratulations, missy. I'm glad to hear that you passed And I'm not working at that school this week; I was covering for the janitor there while she was sick at the end of last week. Today I'm going to the coast with my brother. I was gonna leave a few minutes ago, but then I decided to check to see if you'd responded. I'll write you more tonight. Goodnight! Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
So, as I promised, here's the answer to your VM. Sorry you had to wait that long. I wasn't in the mood of writing. I don't think I am now, but I have to test my new notebook. >3" My father bought me one for university and stuff. I hope I won't write to you when I'm in university tomorrow. XD" How's work? Is the school better than the other? And will you finally be able to work all the time or are you just there until they get someone "better"? <.<" I don't trust those guys anymore. <,,,<"" Well, I don't think you'd be that impolite, childish or stupid to give me a reason. xD" A former friend of mine made a really bad joke... I told him I felt like throwing up one morning when I got up. Then I said something like: "But don't get it wrong! I'm not pregnant! XD" And he wanted to be funny when saying "How could you possibly be pregnant - we didn't make love." ..... -.-" Don't get me wrong, nothin' wrong with such bad jokes, but I then remembered that he once had a crush on me... and I thought: "You still waiting for me to go out with me?!" XD"" I haven't watched Wall-E, but I can't imagine that there is much sense to be found in that movie. O_o" But I'd like to discuss with friends about Global Warming warnings in movies. XD That'd be fun. (Unless it's not EVERY SINGLE DAY, of course ^^) I don't have the literature list now, as I don't even know if I'll be able to attend this course. ^^" I even got to registrate for that on the internet tomorrow by 7pm. And if I'm not mistaken I'll be in the train or in my car (at the train station! XD) by that time... So I probably have to do it IN MY F-ING CAR!! XD Just to get in. <.<" Doesn't sound like fun anymore. xD" And believe me, 100 students - that's not much. Today I was in a FULL room with probably more than 500 students in it. No fun. -.- They're not my friends. xD" They're just... yeah, one is a former classmate and one is a guy I've worked with for two months. That's not what I'd call friends. It's rather the latter - they try to take advantage of my ability to structure my studies. It's not THAT bad and I could probably help them a LOT just because I'm not as afraid as they seem to be. For example I don't fear being alone for 2 hours tomorrow... xD" There's no problem in that. Besides, I know enough people I could visit. For example my old school. xP It's not very far away from university. ^^ I wouldn't charge money from them, because I'd also learn something if I taught them something. .-." I'd rather charge money from my little cousin who seems to be bad in school. XD At least my uncle told me that today. Oh, besides, guess who I met today! XD My uncle who's teaching at the university! XD He talked to me a bit but I was quite embarrased because he did that in front of the people I went to the course with. ^^""" At least I won't ever be in HIS course. xD" At least... not in this term. ^^" You see, I write to you today, so probably I passed the c-test.... and of course I did. ^^" It was quite obvious, as I've worked hard for it. <.<" But I was still relieved when they told me I had 82.3 % - which means I passed. Rather good, too. They expected you to have at least 70 %. So I'm still way ahead of many others. x3"" So, now I'm relieved, happy, I got a notebook, my dad bought me a new tv (as my old one was already 6 years old and just died XD) and I had some nice Chinese food today. XD And now I have to test the tv, too... >3~
Don't worry about it, lady. I understand. Good luck with stuff!
Sorry I didn't write.~ I'll answer your VM tomorrow. I still got some things to do and I'm a bit nervous as I'll get the results of the test tomorrow. >.< (If I failed... I probably won't write you tomorrow XD)
I worked today While I was reading your message earlier, I got a call from this voice automated system that sends out requests for subs. It wanted me to start at 11... at it was 11:30. So needless to say, I left immediately. It was a school I've worked at before, so I kind of knew where things were, but at the same time, I haven't worked there in 6 months, and things had been rearranged. One awesome thing I noted was that there was only one mop... but several mop heads. And two mop buckets on opposite sides of the school. So one mop for both the cafeteria and the bathrooms... gross. They also might call me back tomorrow (yay!) but I'd have to get up at like 6 or 6:30 (boo!) If that happens, I'm gonna be a zombie, I think. Been going to bed around 3 every night this week... heh... I hope I don't give you a reason to stop talking to me, too That would be unfortunate. So... if you found you were becoming addicted to TFF, you would stop talking to everyone on the site? That would be sad... It's nice when friends don't really care about politics, actually. Because then you don't have to feel awkward when you disagree with them. See, a couple of my friends saw a "Global Warming" message in Wall-E, and didn't like it. A global message warning. In Wall-E. I didn't know what to say to that. Sure, there's a message about littering... is that so bad? Then, on the opposite side of the coin, is my brother, who is a bit more liberal minded as of late (although if you call him a liberal, he gets pissed and makes fun of you for it. This is the brother I looked up to growing up, btw.) Wonder what you'll read for that class. Probably some Mark Twain, and To Kill A Mocking Bird and Gone With The Wind, maybe. Maybe the Outsiders, too. Hope you have fun with this class, too! If you read the ones I've mentioned, I can probably discuss them with you; I've read most of them (never read Gone With The Wind, but I saw the movie.) Sheesh, 100 students? That's what classes are like in a Uni, eh? At the community college level, there were only like 20-30 in a class, and possibly smaller sometimes. That's probably one of the nicer things about community college, too; smaller classes mean more one on one time with the professor. Why would you let me know that your classes don't start until at least 10, and then make a point that it wasn't because you didn't want to get up early, but that there were no earlier classes? Don't you realize that I'm going to tease you about this now? Don't you know that I'm going to say things like, "Yeah, I'll bet that was the case " and, "Sure, lazy-bottom." Heh heh heh... I'm just kidding. I know you're definitely not lazy. The thought would not have occured to me, had you not said anything. So, your friends wanna be your friends, still? Is that what you're thinking? Or are you thinking they're gonna try to feed off your strong work ethic, and try to copy off you and ride on your efforts, or something? If it's the former... what's so bad about having a few friends, going into something new to you? Familiar faces are nice in strange places, don't you think? If it's the latter, then yeah; that's lame of them, and maybe you should let them know that you don't like it (should that prove to be the case, of course.) After all, going to school for yourself can be hard enough; going to school sounds like it would suck. Then again, maybe you could charge them money and be their tutor, or something. Get some side money along the way, eh? Quit worrying about the c-test, missy! I'm sure you did fine Besides, there's no use worrying about things that cannot be helped. So just relax, and go with the flow for now. Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
I also hope that you'll get a good job soon. .-." It'd be very unfair if you didn't get something although you try so hard... Believe me - I know what being addicted to a forum means. xD" I think I was addicted to one, once. And I'll probably rather cut off all strings to a forum before having this experience again. xD" Why should I stop writing to you? Unless, of course, you give me a reason to. But I hope you won't... And I think you're way too polite and nice to give me a reason. :3" Hmm.. talking about politics with friends.. xD"" I got the wrong kind of friends, I suppose. ^^" My best friend doesn't want to talk about politics, the other good friend didn't even care about the elections a while ago. xD" So... no room for politics. .-." I tend to talk about such stuff with people I barely know. Like in a forum xP Kehehe, I'll probably tell you a few things about one of my courses: Introduction to American literature xP I hope it's as interesting as I think it'll be. ^^" And I hope I can attend all the classes.. I have to hope for some, as they're all limited to... I think 100 students. <.<" That's probably the worst thing about studying. xD" Besides... *cough* I also mostly have classes in the afternoon. xP Buuuut! That's not because I don't like to get up early - there just weren't any classes for me before 10 am. xD" There is another thing I'd like to tell you... About my new friends at university... .-." I somehow have the feeling they're all up to something. Yesterday, one of them (a former classmate who'll study English, too.... if we both pass the c-test XD) wrote me a message and wanted me to call her today. (I tried, it seems she wasn't at home .-.") She claimed to have problems creating her schedule. Oookay, no problem, but WHY ASK ME??? >_<" I didn't have a clue, either. I've spent 9 hours on this. X.x So I sent her a website I found, hoping that it'd help her. Haven't heard of her after that. .-." So now... I don't really know if she's finished it or not. xD" Then, also yesterday, another friend wrote a message, on the same site, and asked which classes I'd attend. He said he wanted to attend the same classes as I did. And I thought: WTF?! O_o" You know, he was the one I wanted to go to the c-test with. But he didn't come when I was at the university... so I went alone. An hour later, he called me on my mobile phone (I didn't hear it xD"). When I met him later, he said that he wanted to ask if I'd go to the c-test with him... Again: WTF?! O_o" I somehow get the feeling they're all grabbing at my shirt, not letting me go, not able to do things on their own. xD" I admit that it's nice to have at least one person to go to classes with, but I'm just cautious. Perhaps I SEEM TO be a person who's strong and knows what to do and stuff... But I'm not! >_<" And I can't handle too much attention. xD" It's always strange that some people depend on me though normally I'm a quiet and shy person. .,." I know I should be happy that they want to spend time with me, but... I don't know. I also feel the urge to be alone. Also, I had to find all my classes on my own, yet they're asking me what to do. I WILL help them, of course, but at the same time I ask myself: Why can't they also do it on their own? .,." Sorry I've bothered you with that, but that's been on my mind since yesterday. As for the c-test, btw., I dreamt about it THREE TIMES (!!) - in one night! XD" In my first dream, I passed it. In the second, I didn't pass. In the third, I passed again. O.o" I suppose... I'm a bit nervous. xD""
I wouldn't say this is good, either. And you're right; complaining is useless. He was looking for a dayshift job though; hopefully he will get one soon, and then they will call me back. I heard there were temp positions opening up around the district soon, anyway, so hopefully I can get one of those. That's good that your studies take precedence over TFF. I would have to shake a disapproving finger at you, were the case otherwise. And yeah; this is one long lasting conversation we've got going here, ha. Since like some time in August, eh? I've greatly enjoyed it; probably won't stop unless you stop. Sorry. That was a bit of a strange thing for me to bring up in the first place... but it was like the only thing of note, yesterday or today, really. I've been playing a lot of Star Ocean: First Departure. Probably could beat it tonight, if I keep on going. Once I'm done, I won't have to play it anymore, you see. Heh. Also went and saw some friends tonight, and while I was there, I was playing it (although that is acceptable; hang out generally involves people with handhelds, anyway. Or people playing some console game; a couple guys were playing Street Fighter 4.) We also talked about politics and people we think are stupid. Hey, it's important stuff, figuring out what classes you should take. A lot of times, I fudged it, taking a lot of random things I thought sounded interesting (and generally, tried to get classes that started afternoon, ha.) Just make sure to keep that discipline of yours and remain focused on what you're there for. *thumbs up* Feel free to talk to me about stuff you're learning, too. And you will pass the c-test. If you studied for it, you will pass it. Free day every Wednesday, eh? Ha, I had a schedule like that, one term. I found it kind of nice. I am also more lazy than you. Hope you find ways to kill boredom and get good grades at the same time! Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
I wouldn't say that this is good. .,." You're a better worker than him, so YOU should have gotten the job... But I fear it's already useless to complain about that. The world's always been unfair, hasn't it? <.<" Hah, I don't think I'll become addicted to TFF. There's too much stuff in my life drawing me away from TFF... like our movie, or university. I don't care as much about TFF as I do about my studies. x3" (Discipline is one of the most important words for me xP) You're also the only one I regularly talk to, but I think I've made quite some friends on here. :3 I just don't talk to them every single day. ^^" Also, I can't talk for days with them, there is a point when the conversation just.. breaks. .-." Neither one knows what to say anymore, so we don't write anymore... happens more often than you'd except it to happen. xD" OMFG NO! XD""" Don't.. Don't you ever tell me about blood and needles again. X..x"" I'd love to give blood, I'd really do, but.. I can't stand the sight of blood. And I hate hate hate needles ToT" Just hearing about such things makes me shiver... x.x" I needed 9 hours to finally finish. -.-" It was quite... annoying. An hour ago I found a bit of information on what classes I should attend in my term. Then all was clear and I finally have my time-table! Yay! =D" So now the only thing bugging me is... will I pass the c-test? .,.""" I hope you had something to do today~ It isn't easy to be occupied the whole day long. xD" I also am already bored again... I don't know how I'll survive my own time-table... (I'll have a free day every Wednesday xD")
I agree with your assessment of the situation, heh. Although the guy they chose is a good worker... I'd probably have been more pissed off had it been anyone else, but at least it was someone I knew and respected. Having good friends is awesome. It makes life much more bearable, doesn't it? Better hold on to them as long as you can! Hm... I have some friends that are still hanging around here from the old days (like me) and there are newer members that I'm kind of friends with, but I wouldn't say I'm really close to that many people on here anymore. I've felt strong connections with some people in the past, but that's kinda faded away, because either they've faded away, or our friendship faded away to some kind of distant acquaintanceship. I'm sure if I actually went on MSN at night, there would be people I'd immediately start talking to from here, but actual interaction with many on TFF is pretty limited these days. The only person I talk to on here every day is you, missy. You're a big draw for me right now, but in general, TFF has this nature about it where it will not let you go(!) In fact, you might wanna get out of here while you still can. Yesterday, I tried to give blood. The lady who put the needle in moved it while she was taping the tube down though, and apparently bruised me, so the blood wouldn't come out fast enough. So I only got to give one bag of blood, and she kept on saying, "I'm so sorry!" And I would reply, "It's okay." Do a good job organizing, lady! I will try to figure out something to do (no calls for work again today...) Anyhoo... Wuv, Yer Mom
