Small Girl, Big Life

I finally blocked his number.

Finally.

I just couldn't deal with his bullshit anymore. After incessantly texting me "Pleaaase I wanna see you. Let's hook up." and then getting mad 'cuz I always say "no".. I told him repeatedly I'm sick of crying over him and dealing with his shit and him disrespecting me constantly and hurting me every chance he gets. He claimed that he doesn't want to do any of that, he just wants to be friends. And I was like "1.) Friends don't do shit like that to each other & 2.) You know my rule: I -never- stay friends with an ex. And after everything you put me through, it'll be a cold day in Hell before I would -ever- consider calling you a 'friend' ".

So then he has the nerve to send pictures of his so-called "girlfriend" (who, of course, -would- be skinny/in shape and gorgeous. Supposedly she's a teacher, but I highly doubt that), knowing that it's just gonna upset me & piss me off. So I went outside and called him to tell him to f*ck off.

And I asked him... If she's so much better than me - a better person, prettier, whatever, then why the hell is he calling -me- instead of her right now? And I told him he obviously is lying about being in a relationship 'cuz he "doesn't cheat" ... And if for some whatever reason he -is- dating someone and so willing to cheat on her with -me-, it just makes me wonder if he did the same thing to me. Which I assume he did since he was always accusing me of cheating even though I never did.

... That's when he tells me they're just FWB. And then he was all "You know you want me. If I'd stayed longer at your apartment, you would've hooked up with me. You say 'no', but you know that's a lie"

So I told him I hate him, I never want to see or talk to him again, and he needs to stay out of my life and leave me the f*Ck alone.


............... And then I blocked his number and cried for 3 hours. Yay.