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Paranoia & Anxiety = GREAT Combo.

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noxious.sunshine
, 05-11-2013 at 07:42 AM (777 Views)
We were watching a bunch of videos on YouTube about some stuff.

And then Jay told me some more stuff that he really wasn't supposed to tell me.

And let's just say, I'm extremely paranoid now.

And I want to move to another planet.

I also was having major Anxiety problems Thursday after we went to the movies. I couldn't stop shaking or sit still, was kinda having chest pains & feeling dizzy/woozy, and a bit of cold sweats. And I was feeling a bit panicky and just wanted to get home and be alone for a little while.

I can't consistently take Jay's Klonopin 'cuz there aren't many left and he's not rxed them anymore, so I have to really pick and choose when I need to nibble on one most (I only take like a 1/4 of one = .5 mg - enough to help me get a decent night's sleep without feeling groggy the next morning).

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  1. LocoColt04's Avatar


    Not heartless though. I mean it with intent to bring a smile. Or misery, one of the two.

    Perhaps you need space. Not the final frontier kind, but the away from people kind. Couldn't hurt, at least for a while.
  2. noxious.sunshine's Avatar
    Lmao you stoled that from Pete! ^_^

    I mean, I typically keep to myself. I don't really have Social Anxiety per se.

    I guess it's just really adjusting to a new situation and being with someone new. Nothing -small- ever happens to me. I didn't know I was moving to Texas until my parents came to town and I actually got in my dad's F350. And I only had like a week's "notice" when I moved back. Or well. I made the decision on a Monday and came back to TN that following Saturday.

    And then just some world news/military stuff that Jay kinda mentioned and he wasn't supposed to that's got me a bit worried.

    Or well.. Everything in general worries me. I constantly stay stressed out about like -everything- in my life - My kiddo, the Parental Unit, my brother & sister, being with someone new (which is really weird to me considering I was with Francisco for nearly 5 years).

    I really do just want to move into a cave. Or a hotel. and just check out for awhile. Just do nothing but watch t.v. and get a mani/pedi and indulge in general Retail Therapy.

    Thanks though. I appreciate it.